The Alpha's Tough Mate

Chapter 1

I've come to learn some things. I guess you could call them life lessons. But I personally think that its just a harsher way to look at things. But it's true. One thing that I've learned in life is that happiness doesn't last forever. Which is sad really. When you think about it we've all been happy at sometime in our life. Whether it be because of joke someone told that we thought was funny, or how something looked that made us laugh or even looking at something that just brought a smile to your face. But it never lasted. There would always be something that made that smile go away.

Goddess knows that has happened to me plenty of times in the past. But now, I don't laugh anymore. Now I don't even smile.

Nada

Nothing

Zip

The people of my pack have broken me until there was nothing left. They all hate me because of something I didn't do. And that alone hurts.

They think I killed my brother.

But there wrong.

He protected me. And it costs him his own life. I was too weak to do anything. I was only a child. But I know that my brother loved me. That much is something they can't take from me.

My life sucks. That much is true. On the day I was accused of my brother's murder they immediately "served justice", which is just a stupid way of saying that they immediately blamed me for it because they were all too lazy to actually investigate, and they put me in rags and moved my room to the cold cement floors of the basement. That's how I spent the rest of my childhood. I wasn't given much food or water. And I was also beaten on a day to day basis. When I got my wolf at the age of 16 I was happy. My wolf loved me for me and didn't regret having me as her human. Oh, and her name Rosalie. But I call her Ro for short.

I used to have a mother and a father, and 3 brothers. But now I have 2. And they beat me along with my parents. When it first started I felt so much pain... mainly from them. They hated me for his death. They would crowd together and beat me calling these aweful names.

My day started out like any other day, someone would start banging on my door trying to get me up. And like always they succeeded.

I got up of the floor, which was my bed, and I opened the door. The person that woke me up today was my brother who was a year older than me. His name was Brad. He had dark brown hair that was styled like Taylor Lautner, and light brown eyes. He looked at me with disgust and said "Get your ugly out of that room and get to work before I send the beta up here!!" The way he said it scared me. He said it in a calm voice that had some menace sound behind it. Meaning he was trying to stay calm.

I kept my head down and I said in a whisper that I knew he could here " yes sir, I'll be right there." And then he left.

Sure, they have broken me but that doesn't mean that I have stopped talking. I barely talk, so its not much of a difference.... right?

Anyway I made my way up the stairs and into the kitchen. I'm happy that Brad didn't beat this morning. If he did then I wouldn't have been able to come up the stairs so easily. Though the bruises were still there from yesterday and the days before, I could fight back the pain. Since I was so small my wolf and I had trouble healing. So we had many scars.

I made my way to the kitchen to start and make breakfast for everyone. There were the higher rank wolves And their families that were allowed to live in the pack house. So I didn't have to cook that much. Just as I had finished cooking, the Alpha's slut of a mate came in. She wasn't the alpha's real mate. No, the Luna had died the same day as the my brother. The alpha hasn't been the same.

I was setting the table when the slut who's name is Lauren, came towards me with a smirk on her face.

"Uh-oh what does she want?" Growls my wolf. As you can tell she doesn't like lauren.

"We will be having a special visitor in 3 hours. And I want this whole entire house spotless for his arrival and his beta. Got it you worthless mutt!?!?"

I whimpered but I still nodded, and I immediately ran to the closet in the hallway that had all of the cleaning utensils that I'll need for the big job.

And I got started.
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Two and a half hours later.

I had finally finished cleaning the entire house and I was exhausted! I got up and made my way to the hallway closet to put everything away. Then I started walking away. But I bumped into someone.

'Dammit and I thought that today would go smoothly!" I thought to myself.

I stumbled back a couple of feet and when I looked up I felt that my heart had stopped. In front of me was the Alpha's son Jared. He was just as ruthless as his father, if not more.

I quickly but my head down and looked at the floor. And in a whisper I said

"Alpha I did not see you. I apologize"

But I guess that my apology was not good enough because he very roughly grabbed my neck and slammed me on the wall really hardly. I even heard something crack and I'm pretty sure that it was the wall and my rib.

"IF YOU EVER FUCKING TOUCH ME AGAIN YOU WILL REGRET IT!!! DO YOU HEAR YOU UGLY BITCH????" He said while growling at me.

"Yes alpha I'm truly sorry"

I could barely say the words. His grip on my neck tighten with each word I said. But after a while he let go and dropped me on the ground. I took in a big huge breath that was welcomed into my lungs. As I sat there I started crying and I couldn't stop.

' the alpha almost killed us. And he didn't even care' I said to my wolf.

I get that they all hate me but did they really hate me to the point where they didn't even value my life.

'Our mate will value our life. He will value it more than his own' said Ro.

'Oh come on Ro, be realistic! Look at us! Were ugly, disgusting, worthless pups and you know it! Our mate will see us and he will reject us the first chance he gets! And why wouldn't he?!? We can't offer him anything! Nothing! No one wants us! NO ONE! Your life means nothing to no one, so why would be any different?!'I yelled at her.

I then went to my cold and lonely room and I took out my blade. I didn't do it for a sense of control. I did it because I felt that I deserved the pain. I uncovered my arm and I looked at it. I had so many scars there. And now there'll be more.

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