I recently learned that what makes us
us use to belong to a worn out star that collapsed within itself
Are atoms are made of stars he said
each different; older, and brighter
this is beautiful yet hard to accept
maybe its because I find Christianity falling out of my lips
or the possibility of us not being made from the same star is harder to swallow
4.5 billion year old stars died and formed life on earth that feed our ancestors
you are 2 years older not ready to live a life your afraid of
and I am younger whose prepared every step me-tic-u-lou-sly
but you,
supernova
have interrupted my plans
with passion i can not control
you have but lights in my eyes that are brighter than the sun
because hearing you laugh erupts an explosion of stars in my stomach
we are stardust my teacher said
yet when i asked what made up this he gave big answers
that i can only translate to little ones
Stardust is the emotions we feel daily
Carbon was the basis of our fuel
because each touch gave inspiration for something else
oxygen was what i often needed when you stopped to look at me
and nitrogen was the cure to love sickness
Stardust
was a perfect explanation to why i feel like we've meet before
Because it was the heart of a star that loved you eons ago
even when you were planets away
we are connected by the simple fact that we are made from a died ball of gas Mr.c said inhumanly
but i guess we are not human
instead aliens trying to find acceptance in an alienated world
But I found you
And now we can return to
Our purple galaxy bed sheets
our night light of suns
pillows formed from the milk way and
Back to the comfort that we are no longer alone
Outer space is the only place were i can describe your beauty
every color is the emotion you cause in yourself and in me
the soundless background is emptyness inside me because everything in me
is paying close attention to you
the flying clutter zooming around is all my thoughts about us
And even if others say
"their only dead stars"
no longer living
was never alive
I will know
And I will believe
You make everything that seems dead alive
And that's faith
it goes so well with science
because in each there is love
and i will always believe that what i feel in the present and the future
was made and planned eons ago.
