Funny Teary LIFE

WHEN $ORROW CONSUMES YOU

I wrote this poem long ago ...i found it today when i was checking out my diary..
Here it is....

Salty tears rushing out
Hot air gushing in
Cheeks are red
And i am lying on the bed

All the memories
We amigos shared together
Pictures running in
My mind forever

At class... at home
While I read..sleep..talk..laugh..
Even in dreams!!
I keep asking
I am i so cruel ??
Did i do a blunder mistake??
If i did why i am not being punished??
Instead ignored...
Pushed away...
All this stuff I keep thinking
I want to stop it..
I cant bear it anymore..
Cause when others blame
You get angry..
But when you blame yourself
It helps you to go into depression..

These thoughts are poisonous
Makes my mind stuck
It doesn't work right

I will pack all my
Sorrow and frustration
Bury it deep under the ocean I don't want anyone to have that
'Cause its so painful
Not even the fishes and sharks in the ocean
I am going crazy
I'll stop it here....

I didn't edited...i left this to sound stupid as it is :p