But I love you.. // Jacob Sartorius and Mark Thomas

Chapter 10

Jacobs pov\\

I hate that I've fallen in love With her.. what have I done.. She loves Mark. Mark probably hates me. Im so fucked up. Why did she let me do that anyway.

Why did she let me do that..?

Im gunna tell her. No I can't. Holly loves Mark. But I need to tell her.

Ill text her. Not right now. Never.

Hollys pov\\
Hmm... Mark was so.. touchy. And sweet. I liked it. But he isn't usually like that.

I feel bad for jacob. I think he really does like me. Alot.

Oh! A missed call from jacob.
I called back immediately.

"What." I answered
"Um."
"Whatcha call for?"
"Holly..." He whispered into the phone.
"Jacob what's wrong?"
"I...to-"
"No.... you're lying.."
I felt myself tearing up. I can't believe this..

"I'm sorry..." He responded a few seconds after

"You promised.."

"Come over."
"No! You promised!"
"Holly, please. I know you're going to Hate me forever, but I need to see your face. Please.."
"Why? So you can fuck me again?"
"That's not funny... Holly."
"Fuck off jacob."

I couldn't speak, leaving a moment of long silence in between the argument.

"Holly..."
"Holly."
"Holly!"

"What Jacob. What's so important?"
"Come over or I'm coming over there."
"Whatever, fine. Be there in like.. an thirty minutes to an hour.."
"Thank you. You mean the world to me ya know?.."
"Bye jacob.."

You mean the world to me ya know?..

I have to think this through. Why hasn't mark called me? What's going to happen..?

I really need to clear my head of things..
I sighed and walked to the bathroom. I decided to take a shower I can wash all this smeared make-up off.

And all this sadness..

And all the his guilt..

Shut up! No drama. Just get to jacob's.

I had taken a shower and got dressed. Nothing pretty cause I knew I was probably going to be crying. You know, the usual. I walked out the door and walked down the street. I expected jacob to be outside. His parents car wasn't there. Hm.

I walked up the steps and knocked at the door. No response.. I slowly crept inside. "Hello?" I called out. No one answered. I walked up the stairs and into jacob's room. Ah. He was only taking a shower. I sat down on his bed and waited till he got out.

I finally heard the shower stop, hearing light footsteps. A few moment later he opened the door. He didn't notice me. Holy shit.. His abs..

He had on a towel over his waist. It sat there perfectly with his detailed V-line. Ok what were we talkin about? Oh yeah, anyway so m-

Oh my gosh his abs. I just..

Jacob walked to his dresser and grabbed a pair of boxers before turning around. He has spotted me, looking at him. Yikes that's embarrassing. I instantly hid my eyes behind my hand, "Sorry! Forgot to tell you I was here!" I kind of squeaked and looked down.

"No biggie. You're glad you didn't anyway." He chuckled deviously. "Whatever." I couldn't help but peak over my fingers but he already had his shirt on. "You're good now I guess." He shrugged and started walking to the bathroom.

"Jacob, your shirts on backwards." I laughed a bit.
He gave me a confused look.
"Your shirt? Yeah its backwards."
"Oh." He sighed, trying to pull it back around. He seemed to get his arm stuck. "Um.. C-can I get a.. a little help?" He pouted.

I got up and walked towards him, reaching into his shirt and pulling his arm back. "Better?" I kept a strait face as I twisted his shirt into place. He smirked at me.

"What?" I cocked my head to the side.
"I noticed you were staring.." Jacob whispered softly as he grabbed my hand. "This is my thank you." He added

At first I was scared. I started stepping away before he pulled me back up to him, sliding my hand under his shirt
And then on his toned chest. Slowly he draped my fingers down to his abs. "Jacob.."

He giggled and slid my hand out as he went back to the bathroom. I just sat there. I didn't really know what to do. So I kinda just went back to sit down. My face was probably red. Oh well..

When he got out he walked to his bed and sat beside me. "Are you still.. " "Jacob you promised.." I still couldn't believe he did that. That ment Mark and I were over.

"He told me to tell you that.. he never wanted to see you again.. Holly I'm so-" Jacob began, but did not finish.

"I'm over it. It was my fault. I shouldn't of encouraged it. But this means I don't have to deal with that drama. I'm so furious at you Jacob!" I let out. "But You are the one that brought me to meeting you guys...."

"Holly... I know you are going to Hate me. Forever. But.."
He stared at me. A little creepy. Hmm.

"A kiss? Just one? Or two? Or maybe just one big one that could possibly add up to ten but at the end it's just one kiss?" He mumbled quickly, I couldn't tell if he was joking but he had a huge grin on his face.

"I'm not mad at you jacob."
"Oh.." He looked down a bit disappointed.
"So you forgive me?" He replied back.
"I guess so."
"Yay!" He laughed and leaned his head on my shoulder before shooting back up.

"So um.. About that kiss....?" He would raise a brow with a smirk.
I just rolled my eyes.
I pulled at his shirt collar, dragging him closer. I pressed a soft kiss on his lips. He leaned in more and so did I. He continued at the kiss, cupping my cheeks with his hands. We both pulled away and I noticed jacob had a red face, more red than usual. Ah. Blushing. Cute.

"Thank you." He muffled out.
"Oh no problem." I winked back.

"Holly..?"
"Yes jacob?"
"Do you still love Mark?" He questioned as a whisper.

"I do. He will always be there in my heart. Never with me anymore.." I gulped and placed my hands on my knees. "It's getting late." I change the subject a bit.
"Stay..."
"Huh?"
"Stay here. You can sleep here till the morning." He chuckled, crawling into his covers then patting the spot next to him. I sighed and crawled next to him. We both looked at eachother.

"Holly..?"
"Yes..?"
"Are you mine..?"
"I'm not the one to decide that." I groaned and rolled the other direction.

Jacob flicked the lamp off. I could feel gentle hands wrap around my waist as he pulled me close to him. He pressed his crotch against me, protectively it seemed.
"You are mine.." He grinned as he placed a kiss on my forehead.

I could feel a smile come across my face.

Maybe jacob was the one.

Maybe I needed to be with him.

Maybe I love him.

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