LIFE

im sorry

I swear I'm so sorry

I've made bad choices
I've said bad things
I've made soo many mistakes its not even funny its probably why so many people hate me but really ......
WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL AWAKE WHEN I COULD GO TO SLEEP.... forever

I don't sleep properly coz of night mares I'm not explaining them in case my friends read this

I'm sooo dumb
I cant even do all my fucking time tables from my dyslexia its taken me so so soo long to be able to read and write the way I can and I still suck

I feel alone

I feel like I'm left out of everything at school,home ,with friends, with family JUST LIFE IN GENERAL!
I don't get told jack shit and than also nobody gives a fuckin rats ass about MY opinion

As long as EVERYONE else has THEIR friends I can go fucking die in a hole they couldn't care less!!

I'm gonna continue in another chapter just coz