White Night

Chapter 12: Cry & Blow

Soo Jung POV

Today is my house cleaner day. As usual, Ji Soo and I will clean my house from A to Z. Before this, we not have time to clean our house because we are busy with our own job.

"Ji Soo, I will clean our drawing room first, you can clean your kitchen room" I yell to Ji Soo

"Yes, unnie. I will" reply Ji Soo

Aigoo, TV cabinet full of dust. I can't believe it. After that, I see a lot of CD album in cabinet drawer not arrange. This is of course, Ji Soo fault because she really love buy albums. I look at one of an album. I really know that artist, it's Sung Gyu Oppa right. He is artist of Infinite group? Why not he don't tell me? Why? My eye full of angered. I stand up and search Ji Soo.

"Ji Soo, why you do not tell me the truth" yell me

"What's truth unnie? I can't understand?" ask Ji Soo and look at me with question face.

"Why you do not tell me, Sung Gyu is an idol? I can't believe it!"

" I'm sorry unnie. I just follow Sung Gyu order. He said he will tell you someday"

"I feel so sad about this. Both of you liar to me!" said me while my eye start crying. My heart is so hurt. I really trust my best friend and I really trust my boyfriend, how can he do this. With my anger feeling, I get my bag and get out of my house. I need time to think.

"Soo Jung unnie, where are you want to go?"

"Leave me alone!"

"Unnie, I will explain!"

Ji Soo POV

"Hello, Sung Gyu. I have something important to say" told me

"What's Ji Soo?"

"Soo Jung unnie, she knows the truth. She knows who are you and now she move out from the house." Told me with a worried voice.

"What?"

"Mianei, Sung Gyu. I try to stop him but I can't"

"it's okay. Give her time to adapt all of this. Thank you because call me. You don't worry I will find her, okay" tell Sung Gyu make me more calm. We end of call.

"I hope nothing will be happen" said silently.

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Gwangju, South Korea (Soo Jung Hometown)

Soo Jung POV

"Omma, Appa. Soo Jung here" I yell from in front my home. After I think about my problem, I decide to back to my hometown to release my all problem. My beloved hometown Gwangju.

"Ohh.. Soo Jung. I miss you so much." said my mom then she hug me tightly.

"I miss you too Omma, I'm sorry because I not back home always before," Said me and my eye start crying.

"It's okay. I know your job, stop crying my baby. Let's go get in, you must tired for a long trip" I nod and smile.

"Where is Appa?"

"Ohh.. He go to market to buy something. I will tell her, you're back" I nod then I get in and go to my room to get some rest.

I look at my phone and I see a lot of message and call from Sung Gyu. I know he not guilty at all and I'm sure he have a good reason why he do this. I think this all start because of me, I don't like nowadays song and I just like the old song. That's why, when Sung Gyu asked me isn't I know him, I say no. But, I still can't accept all this, I need time to adapt all this. Yes, time. I move out from the room and said to my mom,

"Omma, I want to go to the beach to get some air," told me to my mom.

"Arasso, take care Soo Jung"

Gwangju Beach

I look at the beach, so calm and beautiful like always. I still remember when I child I always play around this beach with Lovelyz and Kon Gyeol friends after our school time end, I miss that time. I take a long breath and close my eye to make my mind relax from any problem, then I open my eye and touch my necklace on my neck. Infinity necklace, Sung Gyu have said

'If you miss me, touch this necklace and remember our sweets time, it will certainly going to make you be happy again'.

I smile when remembering my sweets time with Sung Gyu. I look around, Wahh.. today Gwangju have many tourists. I really feel calm when I here, then I get a tiny wood and start my hobby. Singing ehemm..

Play that audio to hear this song, it's more sweet.

~start singing~
I know, I know everything
I know where you're
You will think of my sometimes too
On drunken nights

Who was this breakup up for?
So did we really become happy?
Then how can I explain
These painful times?

Comeback, the place where you need to be
Is right here, right next to me
Come back if you call me right now
Where ever you are I'll run to you

Comeback but I guess it's too much
To hope to see you concidentlly
Comeback if this was a break up for me
Turn it back because I'm unhappy enough
~end singing ~

"Wahh.. my voice still great hehe." I laugh to myself.

Clap! Clap!

I turned my head and look at who clap for me, it's Sung Gyu Oppa. What a shock thing he be able to come here from Soul to Gwangju.

"Wah, I can't believe my Baby Soul can sing very well" I not look at Sung Gyu when he sit beside me, I bother him and pretend I can't see him. I want he coax me.

"Soul, I'm really sorry because I not tell you the truth about me, from the start we knowing each other. I'm not lying you, I just want you to stay by my side. If you knowing who I'm, I sure you will ignore me and you don't want to be my friend." I heard Sung Gyu try to console me.

I reflect on myself. Okay, Lee Soo Jung, you love Sung Gyu right, so you must understand him and try to accept he like he accepts you as an ordinary girl. I hold her hand as I forgive him. Sung Gyu smile happily.

"Oppa, do you not scare with sea?" I ask him make me realize Sung Gyu really scared when he saw sea. I with appropriate stand .

"It's okay, anything for Baby Soul I can do it" I laugh with what he say.

"Sung Gyu Oppa, you must promise me that between of us not have any secret, okay!"

"Okay, but you must promise me, you will join our company and become an idol like what you dreams"

"How you know my dreams?"

" Ji Soo and café man tell me everything"

"Café men is Kon Gyeol?"

"Yes, forget it. Let's go meet mother in law and father in law," said Sung Gyu, I just chuckle.

"Who say, you can call my parents like that?"

"Oh, I can't, but your mother and father agree it" I smile again, wahh Sung Gyu so fast then I grab Sung Gyu arm and we walk to my home.