Forever Young ( Trevor Moran love story )

Chapter 13

*Connor's POV*

I don't really know how to put her down. I don't want to tell her that I think, I'm gay... I mean, I do but I don't think I will tell her why. I will just tell her I think it is for the best and then I will hope for the best.

I go jump in the shower after I get off the phone with her and I get out and I dry off and I look down and notice.. I have a huge boner.. I put on my tight Calvin Klein boxers and hope it goes away but all I can think about is Troye and it makes me get worse. I have got to find him. He is currently living in LA so it shouldn't be hard.

I finally get my boner under control and I get completely ready and Courtney shows up...With everything I like.. I already feel extremely bad.

"Hey" I smile faintly. "Come in."

She steps inside and we go to the kitchen table. It is getting harder for me to tell her.

"I am sorry beautiful but I don't think, things are working out for the bother of us..I don't think I'm straight Courtney... I like men and I'm sorry" I start tearing up. I couldn't lie to someone that cares so much about me.

She started tearing up.
"It's okay Connor. There is nothing wrong with that at all. I have honestly been trying to break up with you for two weeks. I'm moving Connor... to Alabama." I start full on crying at this point. I at least wanted to be her friend but now me and her won't be able to hang out and stuff. I feel so bad I'm bipolar. I don't understand my feelings and it's driving me insane.