The Winchesters

Chapter 15 - Don't do this

(Sam's P. O. V)

Elizabeth? Is that her real name?

"Don't call me that" Lily ordered turning around to face Goergie. I was standing behind her and Dean was next to Georgie.

"Why, that's your name. The one that-"

"Shut up!" I shouted at her. I know that I upset her this morning but she didn't need to bring this up. I frowned at her and growled under my breath. Sam and Dean kept looking at me then at Georgie.

"What are you talking about?" Sam asked looking at me. I took a deep breath and called for Castiel in my head. He tought me how to do it.

Castiel appeared right next to me and looked at me confused. "Lily what is going on?" Sam questioned putting his hand on my shoulder. I bit my lip then looked at Georgie. She looked worried and upset. Did she mean to say that?

"S-she accidentally said E-Elizabeth" I said looking at Castiel. He should know exactly what is am talking about because he said he was always watching over me. His eyes were wide and he hesitated with his arms not knowing if he could give me a hug for support. I looked down and started to walk away everyone watching. I don't know where I am going to go but I am not coming home until I feel like it.

(Dean's P. O. V)

What was wrong with the name Elixabeth? It seem okay to me. Sam followed Lily to see if she is okay. Cas just stood and glared at Georgie. She just stood in shock.

I put my arm around her and asked "what's wrong with the name Elizabeth?" She looked up at me and smiled sadly.

"Her ex used to call her that and he.... passed away" She whispered a tear running down her face. If she is upset for hurting Lily then Lily must be torn apart.

(Sam's P. O. V)

"Lily wait" I begged walking quickly after her in the snow. She was heading for forest. She turned around and she was crying. I don't understand anything why is she so upset?

"What is it Sam?" She asked slightly annoyed as she leaned against a tree. "What's up? I you can tell me anything you know" I said leaning next to her placing my head on the tree looking down at her. Her hands were in fists but she was still crying silently.

"I can't. Not now" she whispered as she slides to the snowy forest floor. I copied her and looked at her in the eyes. "Lily, you can trust me" I promised. She looks up at the sky, it is still snowing. She had snowflakes in her hair and her hands were red.

"Lily you should go inside you're going to freeze" I said pointing at her hands. She stood up and looked down at me. "Why do you care so much about me? You shouldn't because I don't!" She shouted as she started to walk quickly away from me. I stood up and started to catch up with her with out difficulty.

"I care about you because I'm in love with you" I admitted. She stopped and turned around to see me. I have told her this before and she whispered that she is not sure but she hugged me anyway. Maybe things have changed?

"W-what?" She asked walking slowly closer to me. 

"I said I'm in love with you" I repeated looking at her. She smiled for a split second but then looked worried. "Well, good for you" she said as she started to walk back to the house. What? She doesn't love me? No.... Why? I can't live in a world without her. She means to much to me.

"Wait!" I shouted as I ran up to her. "Go away Sam don't do this!" She shouted and continued to walk. I froze I can't.... I-I just can't be with out her.