Mia's POV
I couldn't take it anymore, I had too, how come God keeps keeping me alive!! I don't wanna be alive!! I just wanna die..... The word nobody wants to say... I cut. The slower I cut the more it hurts. Pretty much the only people that like me are Weston and Laura. to be honest I don't believe that Kyle even loves me. I hate myself I wanna cut, scream at God for making alive again, and again, and again. I wanna die so much. It'll save everyone's time and energy. I just wanna die so fucking bad. I'm
Never gonna be the one sameKyle's POV
Why did she do this? I love her. I'm mad and sad. I can't think straight. My emotions are just really messed up right now. What made her do this!!??
Kyle went on his phone to get his mind of things. And seen the picture on Twitter. He didn't expect that at all. His started to cry even more.
He went to the bathroom sat
in the corner and cried so so hard. He went to the cafeteria and for a knife. Went back to the bathroom. And cut his forearm. He had never did it before. He can't think. He doesn't even know why he was doing it. It was numb. He can't fell it. He did it slower, now he can feel some pain. It hurt but he liked it. He doesn't want to commit suicide but he does wanna cut.Mia woke up after a day.....
Everyone was in tears, even Mia. She couldn't believe she was still alive. She was hooked up to machines and had an IV in and a breathing tube. She just wanted to go home. But when she goes home from now on she has to be with someone. She cannot be alone.... Ever....... Kyle stepped in and told them he will never leave her side.
Mia began to bleed rapidly. They immediately called in the doctors to confirm what was happening.
The baby has died.
She lost the baby. When she cut she was loosing blood a lot of blood. The baby barley had any blood left.
Sorry for a short chapter....
- Bree
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My Suicidal Life...
Teen FictionMia and Laura are best friends. They are both suicidal. Than they meet the love of there lives:)