I swear that i will never leave .

Chapter one- leave me alone.

Tuesday, 5:00, Carson City, Navada.

" You've got your whole life ahead of you " Vic shouted through the bathroom door of my house.

" Just leave me alone " I sobbed, The blade crossing my skin.

I just wanted to be alone and Vic didnt understand. Sure he's my bestfriend but I need time to recover. Vic and I became close friends when he found out I was cutting. He always promised he would help me that he would heel all my wounds inside and out. I then slowly and shakingly opened the bathroom door. Vic had been crying that was the first thing i had noticed. Vic rarely showed me his emotional side so I hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight.

" Just know whenever a blade is saying your name I'm screaming it 10x louder " Vic said whipping a tear of my cheek.

" Look, I have to go home. But i'll be back first thing in the morning " he explained . I nod He grabbed my wirst and kissed the scars. " I don't ever wanna to loose my bestfriend " He finished. I hugged him goodbye and he left.

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Tuesday, 5:41, Carson City, Navada.

My mum walked in with a man that I'd never even met before. I sighed and looked down at the table. I started to be vegtarian last Sunday with Vic. I didnt want to eat but i had to infront of my mum.

" Ronnie this is Bill " My mother anouced. I gave Bill a small smile.

" Oh mum by the way Warped tour is in a few days, can i go? " I asked hesitantly.

" How much are the tickets and how are you getting their " she asked,

" 47 and Vic's mum is taking us and Vic's grilfriend Tiffiany is going. " I explained.

" I'll get your ticket tomorrow. And since when did Vic and Tiffiany start dating? " She replied.

" Not too long ago, Maybe last monday i think . " I exhaled.

" well you can go " She told me. I started jumping around and screaming.

" But " she interuped me " You have to get me Kellin Quinns signature " My mum laughed as she said this. I nodded and headed upstairs. Me and my mum where die hard Sleeping with sirens fans and it was my dream to meet them. I opened the door to the attic stairs and walked up them. Opened another door and finnaly got walked into my room. The smell of candels filled the aroma. I flopped onto my bed thinking about how I'm going to warped tour in two days. I smiled at this, knowing i'll be in the same place as my inspirations and life savers.

Wednesday, 12:30 am, Carson city. Nevada.

I stayed up half the night cleaning and writing new lyrics in my song book. Kale snuck over and was hanging out with my and he brought Tiffiany . So not cool. I just wanted to spend some time with my bestfriend WITHOUT Tiffiany. But thats imposible.. They're unsparable. I was scrolling through tumblr when i heard a small moan escape from Kale. My eyes widened as i thought they were having sex in my bed. I turned around and they were making out. I rolled my eyes and turned back to the computer screen.

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A/N.

Hey guys! I hope you like it but dont go just yet and click on another Fan Fiction. It gets wayyyyy better in the next chapter, Trust me. Im the writer (;