I swear that i will never leave .

Chapter 2 - just tired .

Wednesday, 2:36, Carson City, Nevada.

I got out of the shower and looked at the scars on my wrists and in thighs. I wiped the tear the escaped form my eye. I grabbed a towl and covered my thin body. I knew i was skinny just not skinny enough. I dug threw my dresser for my black leggings. I moved to my closet and grabbed a anthem made shirt. I put the clothes on and walked back to the bathroom and put my makeup on. Then I blowdired and left my hair natural. I waited for Vic to come and pick me up. Me, Him, And Tiffany were going to get ice cream and then see a movie. Knowing me, i'd be the thirdwheel . By now i should be used to it. But im not. I sighed. I didnt want to eat anything. My thoughts raced as i thought of an excues to not eat the ice cream or anything at the movies. My mind raced. My eyes where closed and my head was laid back on the couch . Vic walked in, I stood up and grabbed my phone and keys as we walked out the door I noticed Tiffiany was waiting in the car. I waved and she waved back. I hugged Vic and told him sorry again. He nodded and we walked to his car. When we drove to the Ice cream shop i tolded him how my mum was letting me go to warped with them tomorrow. He smiled and so did I. We made small talk and when the movie was over we drove back to my place. My mom wasn't home so we had the house to ourselves . Tiffany was spending the night with me and Vic was staying for awhile. I was in my room when Vic came in . " Hey " was all I managed to say . He gave me a concerned look . " you ready for warped ?" He asked excitedly. " for sure " I said with glee . I was at the moment writing lyrics. I had always loved singing and I usually only sang for Vic and Vic only . My thoughts were erupted when Vic spoke " is their something on your mind " " just tired " I quickly answered but truthfully I was hungry really hungry . But I couldn't say that he was already mad I hadn't got ice cream . " well lie down then " Vic laughed. I did. I laid right on my bed. " will you sing me a song " I asked him. " what song " he answered " anything " was all I replied with.

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I kissed the scars on her skin

I still think you're beautiful

And I don't ever wanna lose my best friend.

I screamed out, "God, you vulture (you vulture),

Bring her back or take me with her "

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" you're a great singer vicee ! " I clapped sitting up in my bed .

" that's Ron " he smiled

Yes I did just call my bestfriend vicee and he called me Ron. The last thing I remember before falling asleep was Vic turning off my lights kissing my forehead and leaving .

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I woke up when Tiffany started bouncing around my room blaring pop punk . She looked so funny moshing by herself. This was the day. Warped way today. I get to meet kellin fucking Quinn !

" tiff it's 5 am go back to bed " I said turning down the music. " Baby we gotta leave early don't you want to be one of the first bitches to be in that motherfucker! " Tiffany almost shouted

I giggled. But the truth is I was so nervous to meet my idols. What would I say? How could I not cry? What would I do if I did cry? My thoughts were pushed away when Vic walked in " why in the hell are you not dressed yet !?" He asked pretending to be angry with me . I rolled my eyes at his comment . I slowly inched off my bed as it creaked . I walked over to my closet looked around and grabbed my favorite sleeping with sirens tee. I slipped that on over my black tank top . I retched for some skinnys with holes in em . I walked to my bathroom and stripped out of my night clothes and pulled on the jeans. Alas I grabbed my black vans . I looked in the mirror and started to put my hair up in a more presentable pony tale . I then applied my makeup . Walking out of the bathroom I noticed Tiffany was ready . So we began our long journey to the venue.

-2 hours later-

" Ronnie wake up baby cakes were here " tiff said in a sing song way.

I got out of the car nervously trying not to have an anxiety attack. " Com'on slow pokes " Vic yelled at us . " We're going to be on our feet all day. I'm going to take my good ass time " I replied in a sassy way.

" No! You're are going to take your happy ass up to those front gates as fast as you can " Vic yelled .

" uh no " I said swiftly

This is when Vic had the great idea to pick my up and run to the gate with Tiffany by our side ..

We were the first one in line. It was nine and the gates open at eleven . 2 hours of waiting I thought . We made small talk . I was so exited to see what this day could turn into. The 2 hours went by pretty fast . Soon enough the venue workers were asking for everyone's tickets. Tiffany got in first then Vic . I slowly handed me ticket to the lady and got in . We walked to some booths and their he was standing their with his perfect black locks and beautiful green eyes . Kellin was standing three feet away from me .

Sooo yeah cliff hanger bitches . Should I make the chapters long or what? Comment you opinions .

Stay Kellin Quinn !

Bye loves <3