After a while of talking, Nina says she really has to talk to her, and she really didn't want to hurt her. Alex Didn't think much of it, and told her to tell her what's wrong. Turns out, Nina wanted to live with her dad, who lived far away, and that ment, that she wouldn't be able to go to the same school anymore. An oceans worth of tears came streaming down her face. How could this happen? The only person she ever loved was leaving her. And she would hardly ever see her again. She switches of her phone without replying and ran down to the kitchen. She grabs the sharpest kitchen knife they had and ran into the bath room, locking the door behind her. She grabbed the pills from under the sink and put them on the side of the bath tub. She holds the knife up against her neck and looks at herself in the mirror. All these crazy thoughts just start rolling round her head, as the knife got closer. She thought of all the things they said to her. "Ugly!" "Fat!" "You're too skinny!" "Can't you afford braces?!" Then she thought about Nina. and of her pretty face and her sweet voice. She put down the knife and ran the tap with cold water, and splashed her face. When she looks back into the mirror, she sees a completely different person to who she is, but that's what she sees, she believes she is that person.
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She cries, and tries to tell herself she is beautiful, but she can't hold the urge to tell herself she is ugly. She hides the pills back under the sink and shoves the kitchen knife back into its draw. 'Alone for two days' she thinks. 'It's like being alone forever.'
