My Life Is Screwed

Chapter 7

I woke up to hear Sammy calling my name. I get up and I go and find her. She was in the living room with some stranger with black hair on the couch. The stranger looks up and it's Cole. How did he know I was here.
"Hey this guy said he knew you." She said to me
"Uh yeah. Cole how did you know where I was?" I say.
"I went to your old house and the man who answered said you were possible at this address and he said if I find you to tell you he is sorry." He told me. I started to cry. Remembering what Jonathan had done this morning. Cols got up and engulfed me in a hug. This boy barely knows me but it feels like I have know him for my whole life. What is it about this boy that makes me feel that way. Sammy went and hugged me too. Sammy went to make some coffee for us. I just talked to Cole.
"So do you forgive him?" He asked me while I was still in his arms.
"I don't know. Maybe I should but he cheated on me with one of my ex friends and who knows long it has been going on." I tell him he just squeezes me.
"You will always have me here. Don't worry about it." He tells me. I just smile at him. Sammy came in with the coffee. Then she got a phone call. She walked out of the room to answer it. We just talked. Then I went and started remember him but where.
"Is your father Samuel Connor?" I asked him. He nodded his head. His father use to best friends with my parents I knew I remember him. He moved away with his father after my mother's death.
***Flashback*** (two weeks after my mother's death the day before they moved)

He was so funny. We went outside to play in the snow. His father was talking with my father. They were fighting about something. Me and Cole decided to be detectives and find out what was happening.
"Your abusing your own daughter. I understand you lost her mother. But would Maria really want this. Your hurting your daughter. If you don't change my son will not be around you anymore." Samuel said. My father shrugged him off and started drinking a bottle of liquor. Samuel got up and grabbed Cole. That was the last time I saw him
*****Flashback over*****
I looked at the time it was 5 in the afternoon. Cole looked at me. I just smiled.
"So you remember now. I looked up what abusing meant. When I found out I convicted my dad to move back and I looked for you. Then I saw you at that guys house. You had kissed him. So I just stared at you happy. Then I saw a huge bruise on your stomach when you had a crop top on. So I had to come and follow you to make sure you were okay." He told me. I sat up and kissed him on the cheek. When it became 6 he said he had to go but he will sneak out of his house at midnight and come and see me. I went to my room. I remember he was my first kiss when we were five. This was before my mother died.
We decided to have a sleep over.
***Flashback***

His father dropped him. We ran to my room and started to watch a movie. The boy and the girl in the movie kissed. So we wondered what it would be like.
"How do you think it would feel?" I asked him.
"I think it would feel like a rainbow of colors." He said throwing his hands in the air. I laughed. "Hey do you think we should try it?" He asked.
"I don't know. Maybe." I felt my cheeks heat up. He got closer to me. Then he kissed me. It was amazing I felt a spark through my body.
***End of Flashback.***
I never felt that with Jonathan. I felt my cheeks heated up. Am I blushing? Was Cole making me blush? Then there was a knock on my window. I look at it. Cole was here he was earlier than he said he would be here. I got up and opened the window.
"Hey what are you doing here it's 8. You said you would be here at midnight." I say.
"Yeah my dad is on a business trip. So I was able to get out." He tells me. I let him in.
"Well I am going to jump in the shower. Okay then we can hang out." I tell him he nods his head and plops himself on the bed. I laugh. I get in the shower. I look at my stomach. I have a human being growing in my stomach. I have to tell Cole. Will he still be th ere once I tell him? I get out and put on my pajamas on. I walk out and into my room.
"Cole there is something I have to tell you." I tell him. His face becomes very worried. "This is very important. I also understand if you don't want to be friends anymore. Well I am pregnant." I tell him. He gets up and gets closer to me. He face is so close to mine. His lips so close to mine. He stares into my eyes then he stares at my lips. He kissed me. I felt the same way I felt when I was five years old.
"I don't care. I love you. I will love that baby. Who is the father? Is it Jonathan's?" He asked.
"No, when my dad was abusing me. Jonathan was upstairs he tried to save me so he told me to run and I was raped." I start to cry. Remembering the guy who had raped me and left me there. Cole grabbed me into his arms. We lay down and I hold on to him. I am so lucky to have him. I don't want to lose him again.