His Beautiful Nightmare

Chapter Four

Kellin's P.O.V

As I ran faster and faster I couldn't stop thinking. I am NOT gay. I'm not. My family would never accept me. I can't like him. God dammit. I ran like I was running from my problems. It was hotter than hell outside and I was wearing a jacket so I was sweating like a pig. I don't like Vic. I don't. "I like that effort! Keep it going!" Yelled the coach. After P.E I drove home and flopped on my bed. I got on my laptop and I had a Facebook request and a message. It was Vic. He had found me on Facebook and messaged me.

2:56 pm
Vic Fuentes:
Hey Kellin.. It's me Vic. Sorry if this comes off as creepy but I looked you up on here and found you. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry if I did anything to scare you off or make you mad today, but you're the only person at  this school who was even remotely nice to me today and I was hoping we could be friends. Again I'm sorry and if you don't want anything to do with me I get it. I'm sorry.
-Vic 
"Dammit. Dammit.. DAMMIT WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT THE FUCK?!" I was now in a fit of rage because I had fucked up. He thought I hated him. No no no not even close. The exact opposite. I liked him a lot. I decided to reply with honesty.

3:06 pm
Kellin Bostwick:
Hey.. No I don't hate you or anything of the sort. I actually have something to tell you. I haven't said this to anyone before and I'm terrified about telling you. I'm.. I am.. Well I'm gay, and I think maybe I might like you.. I know you probably don't like me back, even if you aren't straight. I'm sorry. If this means you don't want to be around me it's okay. I'm sorry to drop this on you after one day. It's just that you're really cute and seem really sweet and I feel like one day maybe we could be together... Sorry.
-Kellin.

3:29 pm
Vic Fuentes:
I don't know how to react to that.. I am 1000% thrilled that you told me this. As it turns out I'm gay also, and I think I might like you too. Don't be embarrassed about this please. It's okay. I'm really excited about what's going to come of this. Maybe one day after we get to know each other we could consider dating?

"Oh my god. Oh my god. He likes me too? Oh my god. This is insane. Oh my god." I was talking to my self. I sound insane. Great.

Vic's P.O.V
Holy shit. He likes me. All day I was freaking out thinking he hated me. Oh my god. Wait- why was he avoiding me all day after lunch then.

3:41
Vic Fuentes:
I have a question. Why did you avoid me after lunch all day?

3:44
Kellin Bostwick:
I'm so sorry about that. You see what happened was that my family is not at all accepting of homosexuality and I was in denial of who I am so I avoided you and myself. I'm sorry Vic.

3:46
Vic Fuentes:
It's alright you have nothing to be sorry about. Just know that next time, you can talk to me instead of scare the shit out of me. Haha

3:47
Kellin Bostwick:
Lol alright I will talk to you instead from now on. I promise.

3:50
Vic Fuentes:
Okay. I promise to talk to you too if that's of any significance. 

3:53
Kellin Bostwick:
So, wanna talk to me about what's in the notebook?

3:57
Vic Fuentes:
Just poems and songs and drawings etc. I'll show you some tomorrow.

4:01
Kellin Bostwick:
Alright. Well, I have to go. Talk to you tomorrow. Want me to pick you up in the morning?

4:07
Vic Fuentes:
Yea sure. 
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