Jessie's POV///
🎶This time won't you save me this time won't you save me I can feel myself givi-🎶
I stop it just in time. I find Taylor on the floor and I sit down on the bed. I get on my phone a little and get up to go get dressed. I decided to tell The boys who I am. I mean they are the sweetest guys now. But after Magcon. Yesterday I met this girl named Claudia. This is what she looks like:She was so sweet and I would love to meet her again. I walk to Hayes room and I get Shawn to come with me because I mean I'm telling him too.
" why did you want to talk to us" Shawn asks.
" well I wanted to tell you that I may or may not be Jenna Trevor" I say fast but they heard.
"Omg I'm so sorry for bullying you"Hayes says.
"It's okay I got my life together now and I do smoke but only for 3 weeks every month"I tell them again.
" I will stand by you" Shawn suddenly says bringing 2 unwanted memories in my head.
Flashback 1
" what's your name?" I ask a boy with blue eyes and brown hair.
" oh I'm Nash Grier and these are my friends" he says.
"Well I think we would be great friends" I tell them.
" we will always stand by you" Taylor says.
Flashback 2
"Fuck you making my life a living hell for three years straight what happened to imma stand by you huh?" I yell at them.
"Shut up bitch" Taylor yells.
I have officially lost my best friends.
End of flashbacks
"Jess wake up" I hear Nash yell.
" we're gonna stand by you" I start saying hoarsely.
" stand by you" Hayes says remembering what his dweeb of a friend he has.
" the last normal thing you guys said to me" i say in a normal voice. I start hysterically crying and they look in shock.
"J-jenna?" Aaron stutters out.
" in the flesh" I say sarcastically.
" omg we are so sorry we didn't know" Cameron says.
" I hit some ruff times after that you know going to parties living my life away with drugs and alcohol but you know just the basic slut habits you know getting unwanted flashbacks with one thing someone says not trusting people at first because I believed in you and you just left me with all my secrets to tell" I tell them like they would understand.
" but do you know what's really weird I forgive everything you have and will do" I yell at them.
" remember this" I get out my phone and showed them the picture when I was truly happy. Where I thought everything was perfect.
Then I showed them a picture when they started bullying me.Now when I went to parties last year.
Last but not least now.
" these where the time lapses I look different don't I" I ask. They all nod their heads yes.
" I forgive y'all though" I say to them smiling.
They smile so big. They trample me to the floor with a group hug.
" guys get up fatasses I can't breath"I yell at them. Earning sort of sad looks from them.
Then Taylor and Nash come up to me.
" just to say JT it was all our fault and I regret it" Taylor sweetly remarks. Tears forming in his eyes.
" don't regret anything ok if you regret something to where I was being very untruthful of my fears" I tell him. I give him a big bear hug because I am now 5'12 and I go to his shoulder because the boys are pretty tall.( it's a story and Cameron is the tallest when he's actually 5'9 he is 6'2 in this book)
" I love y'all" I tell them again.
" listen we took a vowel to never touch a girl in a wrong way" Nash explained.
"Haha thanks loves you Nashville" I tell him with my old nick name. I out a small smile on my face showing a bit of my dimples.
" you've never had dimples when did you get dimples" Matt asks.
" about 2 years ago" I tell him laughing.