Finally Loved ➳ Namjoon

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《This is the laat chapter js and it's currently 4:30am fml i cant believe i wrote this in one night...well at least i dont have school tmr yaya kk I'll stop now and enjoy the last chap ♡》

Namjoon came to school all cheerful as he finally found someone he could be with. He opened his locker but there was no notes or lollipops waiting for him.

He texted him but there were no texts back. He went up to the roof top but there were no signs of him. Namjoon questioned himself, where could he have gone. Then he remembered the box he gave him yesterday. He took it out of his bag and opened it. It was filled with coloured notes and lollipops. He smiled but as he went through the notes one by one, it faded.

"If you're reading this note that means i was brave enough to give it to you. These are all my notes that i couldn't give to you."

"I should've told you that i was sufferring from a disease. I dont really have much time left so lets both enjoy life to the fullest."

"I dont want to watch you suffer that's why i keep my distance from you."

"You know ever since i started this school, you caught my eyes. And ever since that, i have always been in love with you."

"Without you, i probably would've killed myself months ago knowing that there wasn't any cure to this disease. But i wanted to spend more time with you."

"I want to watch you smile more."

"Why did God pick me? What did i do wrong?"

"I'll miss you the most."

"I still remember the time where you ran into the glass door and smashed that glass xD The teachers went crazy and chased after you."

"I hate people who smoke. They're just killing themselves. So please don't smoke anymore."

"Tbh i used to smoke. When my parents commited suicide, my heart couldn't cope with it. I nearly died, at one point i could even see god sending angels down."

"Why am i even writing these notes. You'll never even read them."

"I really want to kiss you."

"Time is getting shorter and shorter every day."

"1 day left till im dead for good."

"Stupid. Why did you have to exist?"

The notes went on and on. Tears started flowing down his eyes as he read them one by one. They were all hidden away inside of him and namjoon only just found out. He was still in shock that he is gone, meaning he'll never come back.

Rain started pouring down whilst walking out of school. His eyes and body were soulless as he walked across the street. Memories of him started playing through his head, his beautiful face, smile, everything. They were all taken away from him. The main problem was he still didn't know his name.

"Namjoon."

He turned around as he heard someone call his name and saw the boy at other end of the road. His face was in joy as he saw him again. He quickly ran across the road, trying to get to his arms. There was a sudden loud honk and as he looked to his left, he realised a truck was straight ahead of him, it was too late for him now. But he didn't give up running. He turned to face him again, ignoring the fact that the truck was headed straight for him, he wasn't there anymore. Namjoon stopped running and fell onto his knees. It was just his imagination. The truck couldn't stop and before he could stand up again, reaching towards the opposite end of the road, the truck hit and bashed into his body.

He looked up at the sky, it finally cleared up and stopped raining. He smiled and slowly closed his eyes.

"I'll see you soon, kid."

《Wtf i cant write tragic endings im sorry lolol its now 5am and im off to bed. Fuck im hungry...ok bye ♡》