What is love? They said love is blind, love is sacrifice, love is patient Love is the reason why we happy but what is the true meaning of love??Even myself I don't know what is the meaning of love. But for me love conquers all.
When I was 4th year high school student I have a crush he is my school mate, Then I have a friend name Julia a friend also of my crush. I consider Julia as my best friend, so I'm comfortable to tell her anything like my feeling to that guy. So Julia always teasing me every day , Sometimes I get mad to her but deep inside I honestly falling deeper to that guy every time she teasing me like that , and I have found something that my friend is the brother of my crush . I also tell him that I like his brother, but he said ."my brother don't like you as you like him"
I honestly felt hurt but sometimes I think that maybe he is right. But I'm still hoping that one day I will talk to him. after a week's unexpected that my crush and me have a conversation , my heart beat fast I don't know what to do , we also going home together after school . Days past we become closed more than I think we didn't notice that thing. But our friends observed that, they asking us if we have a relationship.
I don't know how to answer those questions, because honestly I'm still confused because of sweetness we have. I don't know what our real status is.
Then the time come that I'm scared to happen , I'm falling in love with that guy , I'm very mad at myself because I know that it's not right because he have a girlfriend .
But even though I'm still love him , I don't know what to do to avoid my feelings , I don't know how to control my feelings . Then I realize the words that his brother told me, now I know that love can make us happy even in right or wrong way but it will also hurt you.