It's your CHOICE. (Harry Styles)

Sleepless Nights&Memories

I told Ella that we should go straightly to my house, but she didn't listen, Zayn drove the car to the nearest hospital, they said I have to rest for 3 days and walk on crouches for the past 2 weeks, luckily the cheering completion doesn't start in 2 months.

"Are you sure, you're okay? I could sleep here? I'll just ask my mom." Ella asked worriedly. I can tell.

"For the nth time, I am fine, I can do this besides nanny grace is here. She will accompany me, mom will be home by six. Okay? Enough your date. Don't worry" I said. I didn't want to cancel their date.

"You sure?"Zayn asked again. This is getting a little bit annoying.

"I know you are concerned but ask me one more time and I'll both smack you in the head understand?" I said. They both chuckled. "It's really annoying guys." I added.

"Okay, okay, we'll go, just call me okay?"Ella said.

And I went out of the car. Walked into the house with crouches.

"Elle what happened dear?" Nanny asked worriedly..

"Nothing. I'll go upstairs." I carefully took a step in each staircase. So I held. The handle tightly so I wouldn't fall.

Once I reached my room, I changed into my PJ's and went online. I changed my status from 'Relationship with Harry Styles' to 'Single'. I posted in my status " I hope your happy, you clearly destroyed a fucking good relationship. Hope Karma fucks you up real good."

After a minute people started to comment.

'Its that sluts fault'

'No more Ellarry. She's gonna pay for this'

'Bitch! @Isabelle you really had to ruin them? What an ass.'

' I saw what happened dear, you deserve better'

And many more, some even mentioned Harry and Isabelle. But a certain video stole my attention. It was the video, it was me and Harry, in the garden, from the start till the end. Every one commented, 'Poor Elle' 'Ill kill that bitch' 'fuck you Harry' and many more,

I logged off from Facebook then went to twitter. I let the whole world know that: "Bitch, is that you sweetheart, well if it is, I'm your nightmare, you'll se what's in store of you. And you'll regret messing with me."

1200 retweeted. 200 quoted 500 favorited

I was that popular, hahaha I logged off and shit the computer off. I went through a blue box with said 'baby' I looked at all the pictures and memories started flashing back

The day he taught me how to play video games, how we ,dance in the rain, our trip to Spain and many more.

There were a green box that is filled with letters. I decided to open one.

Dear Elle,

I'm in Holmes,Chapel. For the Christmas vacation, I am sorry if I wasn't able to say goodbye, I swear I was dragged by Anne, I miss you already, hope you have a great vacation. See you when vacation ends. I love you munchkin.

-Harry

That was last year, Anne brought Harry with her to visit Gemma and Robin. He wrote me letters everyday. And I thought I was sweet,

I saw a red box it was filled with necklaces that Harry gave me.

There were many assorted necklaces, my favorite is the locket that has our pictures, I would only wear it when we have special occasions.

I got all those boxes and shove them up the attic, all those memories. I returned to my room and saw our picture in my bedside table, I got it and stared at it, until I can feel tears streaming down my face,

I knew I had to let him go, I knew it would be best if we just parted ways. It was how things would end anyways.

I went inside the bathroom and let the hot water run through my face and back. I instantly remembered his embrace, that warm he would give me during winter, I clearly remembered how he would embrace me and I could smell that perfume of his.

He would lay down on my lap and intwine our hands together while my other hand stroking his hair, he would do that when he felt stressed and tired. It would be our routine after his varsity practice,

I finished my shower, and crawled to my bed, hugging our picture, I fell asleep with tears in my eyes, I felt so tired,unwanted,hurt,sad,pain and unloved. I knew I had to change, I knew I had to get back to the old me.

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Hello so this is the third chappie, and last update for the day, cause its already 12 so bye

Love you all Mwuah 💋