Trigger warning. If you don't want to read that part at *** stop reading. When you see *** again it will be safe to read.
Today I get out of the hospital. Luke left shortly after I told him that would've killed myself without there band. I forgot my phone at home so I couldn't really do anything. My mom never came to see me which I have hope that I'm going to get away with sneaking out.
"Roselle you can leave but I want you to take one of these everyday until they are all gone" she said shoving a pill bottle in my hand.
"Yeah add onto all my other prescription" I mumbled under my breathe.
"What did you say honey?" she asked with a stupid artificial smile on her face.
"Nothing, nothing at all" I said walking out of the room and out of the hospital.
On the way home people were giving me weird looks probably cause i had a bloody bandage around my head and my clothes have blood stains on them. When I got home I just climbed up the side of the house and slipped through my window. Just in time actually right after I changed my clothes my mom walked in to check on me luckily she didn't say anything to me.
Unknown number: Are you okay?
Me: umm who are you?
Unknown number: it's me Luke I have your number because the nurse had it up on the wall and I wanted to have it to make sure your okay
Me: why did you leave
Luke: what?
Me: why did you leave me in the room when I told you I would've killed myself without you!
Luke: um I have to go bye
Me: leaving me again I see
Luke: it's not that it's just that I'm not used to people saying that to me it just freaks me out that without us so many more people would kill themselves and I don't like the fact that you could've died
Me: oh well so decidedly get to leave is a good idea then huh
Luke: i didn't mean it like that
Me: so it's okay for you to leave when I am locked in my room by my mom and the only way out is to sneak out the window and if i leave then my mom will beat me and lock me in the basement just so I can cut myself on the shattered glass sown there!
Luke: I...I'm so sorry
Me: don't be sorry for me be sorry for the people you aren't helping
Luke: YOU DONT HAVE TO BE A BITCH ABOUT IT
Me: oh wow play that card don't let yourself take the blame just get washed up in your stupid celebrity bullshit
Luke: bye
Me: bye I don't need your crap in my life do me a favor and don't talk to me again!
After that I threw my phone at the wall, my mom herd it and she came upstairs and beat me. And she said if it was broken then I would be sorry.
***
When she left I immediately ran to my bathroom and grabbed my razor and I cut.
"One for my mom" I cut a semi deep one
"One for my injury" I said cutting a little deeper
"One for being ugly" I said crying whilst cutting another line onto my bruised and scared wrist
"One for Luke" I cut deeper than I'd ever gone before.
***
I immediately grabbed my phone sat in the bathtub and called Luke.
"Luke I'm so sorry" I whispered into the phone.
"This isn't Luke, this is Michael"
"We're is Luke in need to talk to him" I said a little louder into the phone
"Um he's in his room I'll go get him" he said with a really confused voice.
"Hello" he said sounding as confused as Michael.
"Luke help me" I said into the phone my voice dropping a little more.
"What? Who is this" he said getting little scared at least that's what I could tell over the phone.
"I-it's Jade you know RJ from the hospital, I'm bleeding... m-my" I said immediately getting cut off.
"I'll be right over what's your address" he said obviously rushing to gather his stuff together
"You can't come over bye" I said hanging up
Luke: Jade!
Luke: Jade
Luke: Jade?
Luke: let me come over tell me where you live
Me: I I can't
Luke: Jade tell me
Luke: JADE
Luke: Jade
Luke: Jade please answer me
Luke: Jade please
Luke: I'm sorry for leaving you
(A/N)
Hey guys it's me Prie and I hope you liked the new chapter i was working on this in class lol. It's a longer chapter than I usually do it is 880 Words I'm probably going to publish this before Kylie can edit this so sorry not sorry Kylie. (This is Kylie editing this. I wondered why it was published! And Prie don't forget that I know where you live.) She's in choir (btw I hate choir. Anyone wanna go to choir for me?! No... ok) right now I'm in study hall lol. Ok thanks for reading.
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The day that changed my life forever ||L.H.
FanficI was just walking in an alley to sneak back home until I got a door rammed into my face...I woke up in the hospital and Luke Hemmings was holding my hand... What did I miss
