"Oh Taylor... Taylor!"
*Silence.*
"Come on man I'm bored."
"Idc."
*smirks* "Oh yes, you do. At least you're finanly talking to me, hehhehe crazy bitch."
*Silence*
"How's your day been going? Slept well? Dream of your boyfriend?"
"He's not my boyfriend!! I hate him too much for him to be my boyfriend!"
"Awww, but didn't you dream of him coming to your school, sitting next to you, him looking deeply in your eyes and his hands on your face, touching your skin."
"So, that doesn't mean nothing."
"Oh but yes it does, during gym you got yelled at, and he ratted you out, but during science you sat in the bathroom cutting yourself, hoping he will notice how depressed you are and his desperate you are."
"I'm not desperate!! I hate him irl!! Leave me Alone!"
*Silence*
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"So?"
"Doesn't that bother you?"
"Idk."
" Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Errorrrrrrrrr! Errror! Failed to load !!!!! while you, being alone as usual. Not doing anything. Just watched vids, ate junk food, playing a game that is free, didn't talk with anyone, nor facetimed. Just by yourself.. Alone... With you and me" *grins*
"Shut up."
"But you know it's true."
*Silence*
"I heard we're gonna be alone tonight till 4 in the morning. You know what that's gonna mean?"
*Silence*
"Just me and you, and no one else. Your mind is gonna be a wild one tonight. Might as well say goodbye to your self control while you and me become one" *hugs you*
*doesnt do anything*
*grins* "get ready to enjoy this beautiful lonely night. And you wont tell anyone about this? Just fake smile for me darling."
*cries and smiles*
"Good girl. You're doing great. I'm the only one who you need."
A girl once again is facing face down in the waters of depression, but her back is being shown to the sunshines of the real world. What side will she pick as she has a battle with herself.
I was not gonna publish this but something told me i should, thanks therapist...... but i edited it so the errors are what i dont want any one finding out even my friends. im sorry
