be honest I thought it would only happen in school, as it turns out bullying and judging happens everywhere. The constant glares, whispers, and comments. All these just for what I wear and my personality. Why does it have to be me, why does it have to be anyone. It tears me down everytime I hear someone say,"she is ugly, fat, stupid, rude, and snotty."
A lot of guys and girls think it is just a game or that it doesn't hurt anyone. They start out as your best friend, then they betray you, then they talk about you and criticize you in every little comment, but only the things you did wrong. It kills you inside, the fear and suffering, the pain, the tears, the bullies. Half the time I don't even know what I did to them but I start to come up with things about me that would make them treat me that way.
The years and years of being bullied. The years of crying under the play set at school. The pain of having everyone call me a dog because of my eye colors, calling me vampire for my teeth, calling me a four-eyed freak for my glasses. It was the world against me. I never ever had any friends. I started to take in all the things they said and kept them inside, the same way I kept all my feelings inside. I got good at hiding personal things.
8th grade is so different. The teacher treat me different just because of the people I hang out with. I went from an A/B student to a C/D student.
