Why Me??

chapter 3

I got up as usual, I wore a plain black skater skirt, black and white crop top with black flats, curled my hair more and put on eyeliner, massacra, foundation, and lipgloss, I and Austin skipped breakfast and went to the griers to pick them up, they came out. "Hey nikky wikky" Nash said. Man he hasn't called me that in a long time

" hey nashty" I said. We made jokes and, Hayes would not stop his fucking starring

" you l-l-look beautiful nik" Hayes said, and I blushed. I like Hayes I have a thing for him and it scares me.

"Thanks hayes"I said smiling

"Anytime" he smirked before getting out. School started. We got new seats in science and I had to sit next to Hayes.

" I need to talk to you after school nik" he said

I nodded " will you do anything to me?" I questioned

" No I'm done with that" I answered

I nodded my head, and try to focus on the board, but I had this feeling that he kept starring at me, and he was, when I ever I looked a him he quickly turned his head and smiled. ' does he like me!!' To myself, no couldn't. I pushed it back tot he back of my head and finished my day off

***end of school***
I told Austin and Hayes that ima walk home it's like a mile but i dont care i wabted to enjoy the fresh air. While I just got off of campus grounds I heard Hayes saying. " nikki wait i want to walk with you" I stopped for him to catch up

" yea?" I questioned

" Ok so I wanted to talk to you remember" he asked

" Yea what do you want to talk about?" I asked

" Ok... do I want to start over.... you know...." he explained

" Ok but I'm starting to stand up for myself now and if you start to hurt me again your balls will be off and down your through pretty boy" I warned and he chuckled

" Ok in promise you wont regret it" he said " oh and can you watch sky tonight at six" he asked

" Yea I'd love to hayes" I said back we walked all the way back joking around nudging each other and dodging cars which was fucking funny asf. When we got to his house he said bye and so did i he pecked on the check and said " thank you giving me another chance nik"

"Youre welcome" I said back and walked off home, once I got home I yelled " Austin I'm babysitting sky at six just to key you know big bruh"

" alright I'll be out with my friend staying a night so be home before 12" he said kissing my cheek and left.

I wanted to show hayes so bad what he caused me to do all the scars on my arms are from him and I regret it now. Six came by fast so I decided to got the griers and Elizabeth answered the door ( Elizabeth is the boys' mom and sky's)

" Hey nik, long time no see huh?" She said while hugging me

" Well you know where the snacks are right" she asked

"Yea I remember" I said

" Ok I'll be back at 11 so have fun and do whatever just have sky down by 7" she said

"Ok bye" I said waving she walked out and shut the door

" NIKKI!!" I heard and turned and seen sky running and hugging me, I put her down and Nash comes down about to leave

" Hey nikki wikky he said makin me laugh. He hugged me and left. I and sky watch tv, ate snacks and played with he dolls and horse then she got tired I carried her up to her bed and put her down and she went to sleep immediately. I heard sobbing from hayes' room.