chapter 4

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I opened my eyes and tried to force them to focus then I got off the bed and I went to the bathroom to take a shower and got done then I changed into a whtie longsleef shirt and a red skirt with white flowers on it and brown high heels and I got my phone off the night stand and I got my bag and went down stairs and went to the kitchen and got a cearal bar and grabbed my bag and went outside and opened my car door and got in eating my cearal bar and I started my car and drove off to school about 15 min later I got there and parked my car then got off and locked the doors of my car then I headed to see my friends Jaden, Lily, Brianna " hey you nothing happened yesterday that we need to know about ? Jaden said " o my god you guys already heard that I was dating somebody "," not just somebody Christina, Ethan one of the twins "," ya I'm dating him so what "," really so what his the hottest boy in school I mean him and his brother and most of the jocks "," ya I know but I mean I know that he is but what I'm I suppose to do " I said " o yeah speck ing of Ethan " Jaden said " hey Christina " Ethan said " hey eth " , " so I was wondering if you would like to hang out tonight "," sure eth " I said giving him a little kiss on the cheek " ooo awww " everyone around us Said " ok " he said walking alway with his friends laughing and talking to him then the bell rong everyone went inside and I stopped by my locker and got my 1,2,3,4 period stuff then I got my pencil bag and my phone then I closed my locker just to see Ethan there " hey Christina can I see what classes we have together "," we have 2 period together and it's P.E , 4 period together " I said looking at our planers "ahh I don't get to spend time with my girlfriend " he said I then started to walk and Ethan grabbed my hand and pulled me to his chest and gave me a kiss on the lips lightly and pulled away from the kiss " love you "," I love you to but hurry and get to class before your late " I said then I walked more and got to my class then I went to sit down in my desk " good morning everyone hope you guys are having a good day know I'm going say your names to know if your here or not " the teacher said " christina allens, here Grayson dolan, here I hear then I looked back and saw Grayson I then smiled at him and he smiled back but it was a weak smile I then looked up at the teacher and then I looked at my phone and went on music.ly and filmed a video with the # of pillow talk and Grayson was in the back making faces to get in my video then I started laughing and then it stop filming then I posted it and then turned off my phone and the teacher started with his leason then I looked back and see Grayson smiling at me and I did the same then about 20 min later the bell rang and it was time for 2nd period it was time for p.e " fuck " I said under my breath then I went walking to the gym and then I see Ethan there talking to some of his friends and some girls then I got a little pissed and walked closer to him and aproched him " hey babe " I said to Ethan then cupped his face and kissed his soft lips " hey sexy " he said I then chuckled " okay bye Ethan " the girls that were around him said " hey Christina " said one of his friends " hey guys so what were you guys talking about ? I said " o nothing " Ethan said " sure " I said sounding not to convince then the last bell rang and all the girls went to the girls locker room and the boys to there lockers and then I changed into a gray shirt and black shorts and my black vans and put my hair in a high ponytail and headed back to the gym before passing through the couple that can't get there lips untouched then I sat down until the teacher said to start running then we did 5 laps then 15 push ups and then he told us if we wanted to play basketball or soccer and as always I picked basketball then I was picked captain of my team and we won then the teacher blowed the wissle then it was time to changed back to normal close and got out of p.e and then I got pulled by someone " ouch why did you do tha " I said then turning to see who it was and it was Grayson " sorry didn't mean to grab you hard christy, I need to tell you something ", " ok what is it ", " meet me out in the football field after school k ," but wait what about Ethan how is he going home ? " he brought his own car k , but just meet me there k " " I guess I will " I said looking confused as fuck " thanks " he said then went his separat way and then I went to 3rd period witch was math fuck I hate that class then the last bell rang but I still was walking to get to class then I came late " late as always mrs. Allens " the teacher said "hey as they always say late is better then never " I said the class started laughing at my comment to my teacher and smirked " ok class settle down mrs Allens sit down " ," I'm not a dog " I said sassy , " do you want to get detection after school "," na I have better stuff to do I said ", " okay then " the teacher said then someone tapped my shoulder and I turned around and looked at the person and it was one of my guy friends josh then he hand me a note

NOTE SAID ......

Hey what are you doing after school

Something josh that you don't need to know about

Then I passed it back to him

" wow so secritive " he said

" ya I know right " I said laughing then the teacher looked at me an she then locked alway and I made a face to her then the class was over and the bell rang

Then it was time for 4th period class witch was choir and I loved singing so that's why I signed up for it but the songs we sinh are so old as f * * k then I got to the choir class room and saw that Ethan was in here and so was grayson and then we started the Class I sat next to Grayson and on the other side Sat a girl named Sarah and Ethan Sat next to a boy named angle and on the other side was a other boy named bishop my ex boyfriend from 1 year ago but I didn't care me and him were history me and Ethan are the future then the teacher took attidince and then we started singing roll roll your boat and then we started sing old song as always then the bell rang and from there the day went by fast and it was time to go home and I waited until everyone left to go to the football field then I grabbed my bag and my phone and walked to the football field and there sure enough was Grayson waiting for me " hey Christina " ," yes what did you need to tell me ? , " this " he said and came closer to me and kissed me on the lips and I kissed back but the I pulled alway from him " WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU CAN'T BE KISSING ME GRAYSON I'M DATING YOUR BROTHER " I said a little pissed " but you didn't seem like you didn't like it and and I know is just " ,"no it just " I said cutting him off " IT'S JUST THAT I MISSED YOUR LIPS ON MINE OK CHRISTINA I DON'T KNOW WHY OK I KNOW YOUR DATING MY BROTHER BUT I WANT YOU I NEED YOU I NEED YOUR TOUCH I NEED YOUR LIPS ON MINE OK " ," o my god grayson this souldnt even be happening I just can't deal with it this it just to much pressure on me I liked when we had sex but that was it we were never together and I just can't keep I mean we can't keep kissing if we don't stop someone can see us or even worse Ethan can see and he dosent deserve this ok we are just stabbing him in the back k " I said quietly " I know but " Grayson holding my hand " no but you need to understand Grayson " I said pulling my hand alway from him " maybe it's for the best Grayson if we just stop talking " , " CHRISTINA I just can't what don't you understand I like you so much I can't even find the words to describe the way I feel about you " ," pls Grayson you would always be a huge part of my life but right know I just need a brake from this Grayson I will always love you " I said omg what did I just say I'm in love with Grayson I can't I'm with his brother no god why is this world so fell with problems that I can't fix " did you say you have feelings for me Christina? " I don't know grayson this souldnt be happening it's just really hard for me k I don't understand why I even said that" I said " just pls don't ever forget that I'm always here for you Christina Allens I love you and if I could be your hero I would " he said then I cupped his face and kissed his soft and cold lips but this time the kiss was a long one that I bet if it could speak it would be words with alot of feelings then I pulled alway " bye Grayson" I said then I walked alway and went to my car and started to drive back to my house and I didn't stop thinking about Grayson and the stuff he said it was repeating in my head again and again

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Hope you guys like this chapter
It was probably the hardestpart of the book but anyways I had fun

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