My Depression story (It's still going on)

My story

It began when I started 8th grade i had lost my friends from the year before I had no one at school to talk to I started to look down on my self because no one wanted to be my friend or why people didn't like me I had started to talk to these two girls that sat at a table with me for awhile I was happy but then it started to happen again when I was dating my last boyfriend people kept telling me he was cheating on me with other girls I didn't believe the but I began to ask my self why he wasn't texting me or calling like he used to and I cried a lot when I was behind closed doors one day I had decided to ask him if I could meet his parents but he kept telling me I couldn't because they didn't want to I had got ideas that he was cheating and I started to cry in my social studies class because the only class we had together was the media class i have at my school and it was right before my social studies the kids I know in their were conferring me through it then one day I decided I wanted to just cut my wrists and hid from the world but my friends told me not to but I tried but the blade I had wasn't shap enough to cut them the next we broke up and I was even more depressed I started to change I wore black clothing I painted my nails black I went full emo I my family doesn't know and my friends don't know I'm depressed I'm just so scared things will get worse this wild rid for me is just getting started so if things get worse I'll continue this story in another chapter