Hi. First I want to say I love you so much. I do not know why I feel this, I do not know why I loved you this far. Many people said that I get nothing from you, but they are wrong, I get my happiness from you. You always make me happy, you inspires me with your voice, your smile and everything on you. You are the most perfect human being I saw. You have everything. I bet you do not know me, but I know a lot about you. I became a stalker nearly to become a sasaeng but I don't have enough money to follow where you go.
Remember when you went to the Philippines, when they announced you will be having concert here, I felt like my world began to fall apart because by that time I do not have enough money to buy concert tickets. I tried many strategies, tried many ways to have money. But the nearer the concert comes the more I lose hope, First, my mom doesn't want me to come to your concert. Second, I really don't have money, lastly, I was scammed by someone I trusted. I was very desperate by that time. I even fought with my mom and my sister just to watch your concert, just to see you. I experienced so much struggle. I think I cried a pail of tears. But it was all worth it. My money arrived 3 days before your concert.
On the day of your concert, day 1, January 23, 2016. I was inside my room crying all day thinking of not going. But then the next day, January 24, 2016, my mom already allowed me to watch. When we are on our way to MOA Arena, I can not stop crying inside the car. Until we got to the Arena. We immediately went to ticketing booth to buy tickets, luckily they still have tickets, then I started crying very hard.
While waiting inside the arena, I really can not explain what I am feeling, happiness, excitement, nervousness, I do not know. The time you came out and already singing, I almost passed out. I am crying and screaming to excitement. I was focused on you the whole performance. No one stole my attention from you. All I know is you are there, on the stage, singing live. I never expect to see you in person. Up until the concert was over I was crying in happiness.
Up until now, FEBRUARY 19, 2016 to be exact, I still feel watching you, seeing you live. I know you will not see nor notice this letter. But if you do, I just want you to know that I really love you. I will love you until the end. I am a huge fan of you and EXO. I promise to stay by your side forever until the day you are the only one in EXO or Suho. I LOVE YOU no matter what happen. NO ONE CAN STOP ME FROM LOVING YOU. Good Luck to your career, Take Care always. Stay happy and healthy always. I LOVE YOU DO KYUNGSOO even you already met your forever love. It is ok to me. I will still support you.
-Love Jasmin
