Birdflash (FanFiction.)

Ch.11

Dick's POV
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I shuffled my feet as I walked. My hands in my pockets. I felt an overwhelming sadness that my best friend who is- or was my boyfriend is gone. Gone forever. And I can't believe it. I loved him so dearly. He was the one I wanted to spend my life with. And now.. He's dead.
Sure, Artemis cried about it, but I, I almost killed myself out of starvation and bleeding. It was my fault. He died because of me.
Wally will never stop rubbing through my mind or heart. He's always there. And I felt so special every time I saw him. His eyes lit up when they witnessed my bare face. He was a total fangirl for it. He was my fangirl.
I sighed as I received looks from others in the flower shop.
A lonely boy, getting red roses for his lover's grave.
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I reached the area where Wally's memorial was. I got on my knees, holding the flowers out to the hologram. Before I realized it, I was gushing about how I loved him, how I miss him, how I need him. I want him. I set the flowers down beside his feet, tears rolling down my cheeks like its a highway. I wiped them off with my sleeve as I sobbed.
"I-I should've saved you, kid idiot. We could've gotten married, gone on our honeymoon, spoil each other, and love each other endlessly." I whispered, touching the plaque with his name engraved.
"I love you, Wallace. And i always will." I stood up, walking towards the door. I felt warmth when I was near the statue. Now I felt bitter and awful.

The next month I was with Jason, having some brotherly bonding. I noticed a Flash t-shirt and I stopped dead in my tracks. A wave of sadness washed over me, and I wish I couldn't be here to feel it. Jason looked at the shirt and wrapped his arms around me, sympathetically.
"There there," He rubbed my back. "how about we get you home, okay? I think it's about time we go, anyway." He began leading me back to my apartment. My body was here but my mind was far off; wandering about in this cruel world we call "home."
Lots of people don't know loss until they feel it.
Jason looked at me and sighed, rubbing my hand. "Be good, okay? Don't get in any trouble, I'll be back to take care of you later." He then walked out without another word.
My body felt numb as I lay down on the floor. I had a picture of Wally and I at a carnival 3 years ago. He had a large stuffed bear with a sucker in his mouth. I remember that day clear as any crystal could be.
"C'mon, Wally!" I said, tugging his sleeve towards the Tunnel of Love.
"But Dick, we'll look so gay.." He complained, his face blushing.
"And?" I raised my eyebrow.
"We'd get harassed."
"Fuck that." I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him passionately. His lips were warm and soft, and his smile made my knees weak.

"Hey! Look!" He pointed at a bear.
"What about it?" I asked.
"Think I can win it for you, my lady?" He teased. I blushed.
"Of course you can, and don't call me a lady. I'm your boyfriend. So call me David." I smirk and kiss his cheek.
"Ooh, David is a sexy name." He teased.
"Yeah yeah," He kissed me, right as a couple passed. They exchanged glances and I smirked again.

"I love you, Boy Wonder."

"I love you more, Kid idiot."