A Session Of Depression

Empty ( unedited version)

Empty
Was all I felt in my life.
I felt as if I didn't belong in this world
I felt as if I was just a mistake that just happened
I felt as if half of the time my parents didn't even love me
I felt as if I wasn't loved or cared for like the other children in the world

All through my life I've had Depression. No one ever knew cause I always was fake smiling hiding the hurt that he'd beneath my eyes I had no one.i would always chant in my head to not trust anyone but my self.

I was surround by friends whilst I was young those days were the good days.I could just act as myself and no one would judge. In this society today people are judged wither they were:
Gay
Self harming
Lesbian
Bisexual
Rich
Poor
Medium class
Ugly
Pretty
Smart
Dumb
Stupid etc.

We never truly look at the true beauty we have around us. All we ever cared for was wither this person was beautiful or handsome smart ur stupid. We never really looked in the inside. We never looked at this person personality or what they see life in a perspective. All we do is try to find the person who will take care of us Financially not emotionally or pleasurably.

They are even people out there who just use the word 'love' cluelessly just because they want something and can't seem to get it, also girls using men just for there money in even for the status, but I'm not saying its only girls it's also men who just use there girls for money or there body.

We are people who just use each other without knowing whether or wether not we are hurting or patners.
And it's not good because you yourself are using that person physically and emotionally to try and pry or get whatever you want.

But I'm not saying it's everybody in. The world no. They are some people out there who believe in true love and soul mates, the ones who wants to have someone who will love them for who they are and not what they are.about that's something I would love I am one of those people who are hopelessly in love and dream for a prince charming to take me away. But one day it will happen I believe one day.

But there's a reason we all do this because we all fell-

EMPTY

We might not feel happy with our life's and we push our selves to use people's happiness to make our own. And we also use there pleasure. Everything we us other out of
Bitterness
Jealousy
Curiosity
Spitefully
Happiness

Hey but I dint know your story but I sure do know mine.and it's quite dark from the start but it gets even darker when life carries on.

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Hey guys I hope your liking the story so far umm my scheduled for this book will be ever chapter per 2 weeks