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7.

Maybe is a big word for me.

'Maybe if I didn't ever respond to his message.'.

'Maybe if I was stronger.'

'...Maybe if he was what I wanted him to be...'

Yeah maybe.

Yoongi is Suga. Or should I say that Suga is Yoongi? However Suga was just my imagination, he didn't exist at all; even though, his presence took my pain away gradually. Texting once in a while with him made me feel better and my life felt somehow equilibrated even before drugs.

I didn't need to know his identity at all as long as he was always there when I opened my computer.

But when the time when I needed him came... Then he didn't answer anymore. His Suga personality was slowly fading away for me and my internal need for someone shattered me to pieces.

Then, someone offered me drugs.

I responded to Suga's messages for the sake of our friendship I guess because now the pain was taken by something else.

When I met him, my inner world was shattering to pieces. Losing people was one thing , but misunderstanding them like this is nothing else than misunderstanding myself.

And now I'm clueless about everything. Everything around me is a mess. Yet, one question is running through my mind.

Who is he for me; Yoongi or Suga?

Maybe

Just maybe

He is someone good. It's confusing.

--------A/n

Don't worry if you find it confusing

It's meant to be like this srry

A few more chapters and you'll understandxD

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