Lilith

chapter 16

Recap

"my name is Daniel" he says

"Daniel" my heart drops with that one word

Lilith pov

"Daniel" I say again

"missed me" he says

"I thought you were" I stop because I'm still shocked

"you thought I was dead" he says

And laughs "awe Lilith did you miss me as much as I missed you" he says

"No" i say coldly

"Well i missed you its been a while and guess what i want you back" he says coming closer

"Im upset you let your silly little mate touch you" he says

"Can you ever forgive me Lilly" he says

"No dont call me that" i say

"Did i hit a soft spot" he says

And tears fell from my face

"Awe Lilly you know i only loved you" he says

"No you didnt and you lost the right to call me Lilly after what you did" i say

"You know we couldn't go public you where nothing. i had to be with someone who was something rich famous i would mock my family's name for someone like you that would be a insult" he says

"Wheres your family now" i say

Silence

"Dont put this on me you are just to blame besides i got over you a long time ago and you suffered because every man you got always cheated on you with another girl you can never be loved Lilly" he says Leaving me with my tears

Its true every guy ive been with cheated and maybe hes right ill never be loved

Grayson did he love me or was he like everyone else i guess ill never know because i ran away

From him and chance and everybody that cares and is he looking for me right now or is he with the blonde i guess ill never find out i have a feeling im going to die and never return

Something is not adding up between my past and this war

Daniel pov

I watch the tears fall silently down her face my heart breaks because im the one that caused the pain

Im the one that made her pain that made her feel like she could never be loved. but most importantly that i never loved her

How could i be so stupid to tell her i dont feel that way anymore

Ive always loved her when i first laid eyes on her i loved her

I just could never accept her as mine

I talked to my family because she had no riches or fame she was unworthy to be at my side

I remember the night i told her i loved her

I meant it every last word of it

She saw the things i couldnt see in myself she looked passed all the greed and riches and saw me for who i was for who i wanted to be treated

And i pushed her away and she suffered at my hands because i was still in this illusion that we will be together

And i wouldnt stop till it came true i wanted every inch of her. I want her touch i want her to love me. I want her to yearn over me i want to say "i do" as i pictured so many ways to happen

But i want her to say she loves me like she almost did that summer night under the moon

Any guy would be lucky to have her to marry her but i want to be that guy she saw me as that summer night under the moon

I walk to her cell and watch the moon light shine on her skin

Showing the beauty that lurks within

Her hair flows down her shoulders

And i see the day of the summer under the moon again

*flashback*

She looks at the moon with all it glory

"Wow look at that have you ever seen something so beautiful" she says

"Yes you" i say

She blushes

She stares at the moon in fascination

I watch how her hair flows down her shoulders

And how elegant her dress flowed down her curves of her body showing me a goddess

"Do you ever wish for a life better than right now" she says

"No and yes, no because i would not miss a opportunity to be with you and yes so we could escape and be together forever" i say

She smiles

"I love you" i say and i didn't regret it

"I lo-" she tried to say before someone interrupted her

"Honey where have you been during the party there was a lot of beautiful girls out there" my mother says

"Mother i like you to meet ny lilly i want to marry her" i say

She laughs "what do your parents do?" she asks

"Uhmm my parents gave me to the orphanage" she says

"Son you cant marry a peasant not under my roof look at her and you" she says pointing

"Mother i love her" i say

"You dont know what love is your still a child" she says

Taking me away from the beauty that stands in front of me

We still decide to see each other that hopefully my mother would come to her sense but she introduced me to girl after girl after girl

And not one of them held the amount of beauty as my lilly did

Until one night i saw a pretty face that was mesmerizing every inch of her body was calling my name

She went by the name Erica she had me mesmerized by her features

But i couldn't see the ugliness that was lurking from within

Later that night i mafe the biggeat mistake of my life

I had a date with Lilly and she was looking for me and she walked into the room were me and erica where sureound by our lust

And lilly tears she looked as if someone took ger soul out of her

That was the day lilly died and lilith came to life

She was ruthless and dangerous and ever sense then

There was not a single once of love but hatred for the world for me and for love

I loved her but the question is can she love herself or someone eles

Will grayson give her things i cant of course not im the only one who can things will go back to the way they use to be