You ask why
I say I dunno
As my eyes cloud with constant thoughts
My mind and eyes analyze my clean
Scar free body
My mind finds thats an issue as I start to shake and whimper in pain
As I frantically look around to try and get my mind to stop with its constant thoughts
And I can't help but stop on it
But i can't bring myself to do it
I begin to count to 20
And say help 20 times
And then call your name quietly
I can't help but try and think of your voice from the last time this has happened
My mind stops as it figures out in fighting back
It takes over and makes me say "LEAVE ME ALONE "
When I'm trying to say "SAVE ME THEYRE LYING"
Then you don't leave and I finally again control and fall into you
As my mind stops...
The thoughts crash.
My eyes stop analyzing.
But it only stops for some time till the alarm is set to repeat these events once again.
