English love affair (C. H)

When the lights are off......he's all I ever think about

I lay in bed and stared at the darkness of my room. This time last night, Cal and I were making out in the back of my car. He's the best sex I've ever had. And he's just gone.

I know it was probably cheap to throw myself at him like that. Especially knowing him for only a day, but he made me feel something I had never felt with any boy before. Something about the way he talked, the way he smiled, it intrigued me. I miss him so much.

I heard my door creak open and the small voice of my step mother sifted in. "It's time for dinner honey"

I burst into tears at the sound of her voice. My stepmom is Australian, so her accent reminded me so much of Carl's own.

"Mia, honey, Whats wrong?" My stepmom asked, sitting down on my bed. I tried to say nothing was wrong, but they only came out as sobs.

She rocked me for a while, until I stopped crying. Then she made me tell her everything.

"Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. But we're not sure if you'll ever see him again. You just have to move on"
I sobbed harder.

"But I don't wanna". She stroked my hair. "I know the sex was great and all that, but Mia, let's be real. He's not coming back" Then she hugged me tight.

"Dinner's still downstairs if you want" I gave her a small smile and she left.

I guess I'll just have to forget about Carl, my Callum Hood lookalike. Even though I know it's never gonna happen.

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Hello babies. How are you?
The picture at the top, or is it the side, is of the Mia girl. But right now, imagine her with brown hair and no lip ring.
Please lemme know what you think.
See ya hunnies.