Dear You | ✓

10:33 p.m.

Dear you,

I can't get over you.

No matter how many times I've been told to forget about every little detail of our destroyed relationship, I simply close off the idea of forgetting and keep hurting myself.

Those memories weren't little. They were the only moments when I finally felt like I belong. When I felt like I was worth something - special. You made me feel emotions that I didn't even know I had. You made me feel as if I was the most important jewel you'll find.

Those moments are now just memories.

I think that's what hurts the most. The fact that I'm expected to forget and move on. That I'm expected to diminish my uncontrollable love for you. You are the only person I've ever, truly loved and probably the last.

All of this pain is worth it. As long as you left this relationship happy, then I'll accept every ounce of pain and agony that gets thrown at me.

I'll do anything and everything for you.

But you won't do the same for me.

-10:33 p.m.