25 to life

why?!

dawns P.O.V

ugh

i woke up wishing my life was all just a dream jessica ran in

"OMG YOUR DAD IS HERE TO PICK YOU UP!!!"

"what?"

"your.dad.is.here.to.take.you.home"

just then my foster mom walked in with my dad.

"your father is here and he has changed"

i had to pack everything....

"ready kido?"

"ya i guess"

we walked out and we went to my old house....

alot of memories came back alot of feelings....

as i walked in a women was standing in the kitchen.

"this is your mother" my father said.

i started to cry and i ran up to her and hugged her. she hugged back i thought she really loved me.....

*later that night*

"DAWN!" i was a woken by my mother yelling at me.

i saw a shiney item in her hand.

a knife....

i screamed and she stabed me multipul times....

when the police showed up she said a robber came in and did it to me.....

after months of being in the hospital i was sent home.....

she tried to hug me when i walked in. i just walked past her and up to my room.

*midnight*

Dawns P.O.V

i desided to run away i grabed afew clothes and left.

everybody was sleeping...

i walked all the way to joshes new familys home i walled in and i found my way to his room i saw him... and another girl it broke my heart even though he thought i was dead.

he woke up and he jumped seeing me.

the girl that was with him woke up too.

she looked mad.

"WHO IS THIS?!" she yelled.

"noone" he said

"then why is she here?!?"

"i dont know get out of here!" he screamed and i could tell it was directed at me so i started to walk out.

he ran up behind me and hugged me i pushed him off and i walked out side...

he ran up to me.

"stop dawn i still love you" he said

"Ya fucking right!" i yelled

"i didnt want her to know who you were"

"i dont fucking care if you dont want people to know who i am then i dont want you to know me!" i screamed and left.

i pulled out my ipod and started playing eminem and walking straight not knowing where i was going all i knew was i was going to find out who i am and who is there for me.

song: 25 to life by eminem

CAPS=eminem

lower case=chorus

"tonight for the other side caught in a chace 25 to life.

tonight caught in a chace 25 to life. YA .tonight.caught in a chace 25 to life. I CANT KEEP CHACING YOU YOU TAKEN MY LIFE. caught in a chace 25 to life

I DONT THINK SHE UNDER STANDS THE SACERFISES IVE MADE. MAYBE IF THIS BITCH HAD ACTED RIGHT I WOULD HAVE STAYED BUT IVE ALL READY WASTED OVER HALF MY LIFE I WOULD HAVE LAYED DOWN AND DIED FOR YOU I NO LONGER CRY FOR YOU NO MORE PAIN BITCH YOU TO ME FOR GRANTED TOOK MY HEART AND RAN IT STRAIGHT INTO THE PLANET INTO THE DIRT I CAN NO LONGER STAND IT NOW MY REASPECT I DEMAND IT IM GONNA TAKE CONTROL OF THIS REALATIONSHIP COMEAND IT AND IM GONNA BE THE BOSS OF YOU NOW GOD DAMN IT AND WHAT I MEAN IS I WILL NOT LONGER LET YOU CONTROL ME SO YOU BETTER HEAR ME OUT THIS MUCH YOU OWE ME I GAVE UP MY LIFE FOR YOU TOTALLY DEPARTED WHY I STAY. PAY FOR LONGER WAY THIS IS HOW I FUCKING GET RE PAID LOOK AT HOW I DRESS FUCKING BAGGY SWEATS GO TO WORK A MESS ALWAYS IN A RUSH TO GET BACK TO YOU I HAVENT HEARD YOU YET NOT EVEN ONCE THAT YOU APPRECATE ME I DESERVE REASPECT IVE DONE MY BEST TO GIVE YOU NOTHING LESS THAT PREFFECTNESS AND I KNOW THAT IF I END THIS ILL HAVE NOTHING LEFT BUT YOU KEEP TREATING ME LIKE A FUCKING STAIR CASE ITS TIME TO FUCKING STEP AND I WONT BE COMING BACK SO DONT HOLD YOUR FUCKING BREATH YOU KNOW WHAT YOUVE DONE NO NEED TO GO IN DEAPTH. I TOLD YOU WOULD BE SORRY IF I FUCKING LEFT I LEFT WHILE YOU WEPT HOWS IT FEEL NOW YA 2080 YOU NEGLECTED ME DID ME A FAVOR SPECIAL MY SPIRT SET BUT A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART ITS UNFORTINET BUT ITS

tonight for the otherside caught in a chace 25 to life

CANT TAKE NO MORE

tonightfor the other side caught in a chace 25 to life

I FEEL LIKE WHEN I BEND OVER BA CKWARDS FOR YOU YOU ALWAYS LAUGH. CUZ I AINT GOOD ENOUGH YOU EXPECT ME TO FOLD MYSELF IN HALF TILL I SNAP DONT THINK IM LOYAL ALL I DO IS RAP I CAN NOT HAVE MOON LIGHT ON THE SIDE I HAVE NO LIFE OTHER THAN THAT DONT I GIVE YOU ENOUGH OF MY TIME DO YOU JEALUS WHEN I HANG WITH OTHER GIRLS WHY IM MARRIED TO YOU STILL MAN I DONT KNOW BUT TONIGHT IM SERVING YOU WITH PAPERS IM DEVORCING YOU GO MARRY SOMEONE ELSE AND MAKE THEM FAMOUS AMD TAKE AWAY THIER FREEDOM LIKE YOU DID TO ME TREAT THEM LIKE YOU DONT NEED THEM ANDTHEY AINT WORTHY OF YOU TREAT THEM THE SAME SHIT YOU MADE ME IM MOVING ON FORGET YOU OH NOW IM SPECIAL I FELT SPECIAL WHEN I WAS WITH YOU ALL I FELT WAS PISSED HELPLESS NESS IMPRESSED BYE A SELFISH BITCH CHEW ME UP AND SPIT ME OUT IVE DELT WITH THIS SO MANY TIMES ITS REDICULAS AND I STICK WITH THIS IM SICK OF THIS BUT IN MY ADDICTION YOUR ADDICGION MAKE IT EVIL AS THEY MAKE EM MY FRIENDS KEEP ASKING WHY I CANT JUST WALK AWAY. FROM IM ADDICTED TO THE PAIN THE STRESS TO THE DRAMA I GUESS IM A MESS CURSTED AND BLEESTED BUT THIS TIME IM NOT CHANGING MY MIND IM CLIMING OUT OF THIS ABIS YOUR SCREAMING AS I WALK OUT THAT ILL BE MISSED BUT WHEN YOU SPOKE OF PEOPLE WHO MENT THE MOST TO YOU YOU LEFT ME OFF YOUR LIST FUCK YOU HIP HOP IM LEA ING YOU MY LIFE SENTENC IS SERVED BITCH AND ITS JUST

tonight for the otherside caught in a chace 25 to life

GONE MAN

tonight caught in a chace 25 to life tonight. caught in a chace 25 to life"

my name is Dawn Kruse and im set out to find out who is there for me and why im here

authors note

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yes this is the ending but i might make another one..... idk but coment if i should or if i should just leave it and i fucking love each one of you that read all the way to the end i love all of you<3

you guys should read my book betral ok i cant spell it right at this moment but still its pretty good

ok bye <3

~rissa~