The Breaking Point

chapter 5

Jess's Pov
Me and kyle just got to my house, it was a discolored shitty looking house. I opened the door to see my mom passed out on the couch. I moved my head to my mouth to signal to be quite and we walked up the stairs and into my room. "Was that your mom?" Kyle asked once I closed my door "yea" I said and sat on my bed and signaled for kyle to do the same "She doesn't even care about your house or anything." He said I nodded "so tell me about your story." He said I looked at him confused "tell me about you." He stated I nodded "well my family seemed to be all happy until I came home one day to find a ambulance there and my mom crying I asked her what was going on, and she yelled at me. I started crying and ran into my room and locked the door, but before I did I managed to get a small knife and cut my wrist, it was the first time I had cut my wrist." I stated and rolled my sleeve up to reveal at lease 20 scars on my arm I pointed to one of them "that's the first one." I stated kyle just looked terrified. "Fast forward 2 months, that's went the rumor was started, everyone thought it was true and I was shunned. No one talked to me besides the everyday bullying. Fast forward 2 years, I had already 5 cuts on both arms. All I did at school was draw, I never said a word would sit by myself and just lived my life alone, a guy had pretended to like me but in the end he ended up breaking my heart, that was the first time I trying to commit suicide." I stated "I failed and couldn't do it. I was only 8 at the time. Fast forward 4 years I was 12. The bullying got far worse and I tried to commit suicide again, I wanted to overdose but my baby sitter walked in right went i was about to take the pills and I ended up in the mental hospital for a few months. When I came back everyone had come up with the rumor that I was pregnant. I still hated my life." I said kyle looked even more scared "fast forward 3 years to last year, I was bullied everyday every class period. And I tried to commit suicide again, I was gonna jump off a bridge. Someone saw me and pulled me down before I could jump, ended up in the mental hospital again. Fast forward to about last week I had cut my arm again and went a little crazy and cute 2 on each arm which I never did before."I said "and that's my story." I stated kyle was silent.