Please hold me tight
I need you
They are mean
They hate me
I hate myself
I'm not perfect enough
Perfect like her
I cry everyday
I even hurt my self
You know it
Why won't you help me
Can't you see that I need you?
I need to be perfect
I will be perfect
Everyone will like me
Maybe you will
Maybe I will
Just need to be skinny
Perfect
Can't eat
Won't eat
The guilt is killing me
I have to eat, sadly
Just a little, but it ends alot
The guilt is killing me
stumble to the bathroom
Finger in throat
It's easy by now
You say you know
Why won't you help me
Can't you see I need you?
My life is hell
Everyday is worse
I don't want anything
Except to be accept
Accept means perfection
You knew
You watch me destroy my self
Alone without any words
You didn't help me
Couldn't you see I needed you?
You are to late
My life has faded
Soon it will be nothing
YOU ARE READING
Can't u see
PoetryThis one is from like 5-6 years ago written in anger towards my family. I later realized that Im the only one who can safe me thats not their responsibility!
