Raura- our love story

Part thirty three

Ross' PoV
I walked out of dellys room and ran downstairs i grabbed my phone,house keys and car keys and ran out of the house and i got in my car and went to all the places that laura likes the first place was the gogurt shop i parked up looked around no sign i got back in my car and tried different places she wasn't there either i decided to give up so i drove back home

at my house

i got out of my car and walked up to the front door i tried the door it was locked i opened the door and i saw the lights all off i shrugged it off and walked upstairs to my room and fell asleep

end of POV

laura's POV

it has been peaceful living in this house i can have my music as loud as i want but i still am cutting no one is gonna stop me and no one will find out i am watching TV i got bored so i turned the TV off and walked upstairs to my room i turned on my stereo i looked through the album i have which is 'jessie j - who you are deluxe- ' i put on track 4 which is 'big white room' i decided to sing it

sitting in a big white room alone

tilt my head back

feel the tears fall down

close my eyes to see in the dark

i feel young broken

so so scared ooo ooo

i don't wanna be here

anymore i wanna be somewhere else

normal and free

like i used to be

but i have to stay

in this big white room

with little old me

i'm going crazy

i'm losing my mind

i'm going crazy

in this big white room of mine

i'm going crazy

yeah

i'm losing my mind

i'm going crazy

in this big white room of mine

sitting in a big white room alone

close the door

don't want the pain to come in

no no

clench my fist

and try to stay strong

i cry

feel sick

my hearts beating

bbb- beating

beating out of control

can i run run faster than you

i wanna feel my body again

feel the wind in my hair

yeah

but i have to stay in this big white room

cause no one else cares

no ooh ooh no

i'm going crazy

i'm losing my mind

i'm going crazy

in this big white room of mine

i'm going crazy

i'm losing my mind

i'm going crazy

in this big white room of mine

everybody's looking at me

everybody's staring at me

what do i do now smile

yeah yeah

everybody's looking at me

everybody's staring at me

what do i do now smile

yeah yeah

yeah yeah yeah

ooh ooh boy

i'm going crazy

i'm losing my mind

i'm going crazy

in this big white room of mine

i'm going ccc-crazy

i'm losing my mind

i'm going crazy

in this big white room of mine

i'm going crazy

i'm losing my mind

i'm going crazy in this big white

room of ...... mine

i smiled and then caustly of love came on

enof POV