Lauremi- keeping Secrets

chapter 1

Lauren p.o.v

Beep, beep, beep....

Ugh, I wake up to the most annoying sound ever as my stupid alarm clock pierces through the silence of my house. I can't belive the holidays have gone that fast and now I have school. I hate school no matter where it is.

See I was pulled out of my last school because of certain 'problems' so now my parents have enrolled me at a new school that I have never even heard of before but in my opinion I don't think they even care. They never did they were always so preoccupied with work and my siblings. I was always the one who had to set a good example for my sister and if I ever did anything wrong then I would be locked in my room for the day as they didn't want a messed up daughter teaching the other one that this was how things worked. They never liked me they barely even took the time to know me.

Speaking of which I haven't introduced myself, my name is lauren Michelle Jauregui and I am 15 years old. I suffer with a lot of the typical teenage problems : stress, anxiety and depression but I also suffer with self harming, eating disorders and suicidal thoughts which is why I had to leave my old school due to bullying making it worse.

I have one little sister called Taylor and she is 11 years old. She is very popular and the centre of attention for most things. The complete opposite of me. She is also moving to the new school with me.

I jumped out of my huge bed and walked into my en suite and washed. I walked beck into my bedroom and pulled on my new school uniform which I hated as it was just a black polo and v neck jumper. I heard my mum putting the kettle on downstairs and the pit in my sumac fell deeper. I was dreading today with all the people staring at me because I'm new. There was one thing on my mind to get rid of the feeling. Cut. I was 5 days clean and today was going to set me back but before I had time to react on my thoughts my sister was dragging me out the door towards my doom. School.

(A.n)
This is my first fanfic so any pointers would be useful.
What would you like demi's first impression of lauren be?
I have a few ideas but this will be reader driven so hope you like it. <3 -k