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I haven't talked ta Aug since Tuesday, it's Friday now.
He has texted and called meh but I don't answer, I knew why and what was happenin I was catchin feelins fo Aug, I've gotten jealous when I seen him and Brittany talking, tha why I was mad at him Tuesday cause he went out wit that hoe. I always told him ta leave alone but he didn't but it's all coo I jus got ta keep mela distance, ya know.
I was jus coming out the schoo bathroom stall when I heard the do open, I looked *chuckles* it was ha, Brittany she smiled at me, I rolled ma eyes and washed my hands & left out of der.
I walked back in class when I seen August starin at meh like usual.
I returned to ma sit right when the teacher announced dat were working wit partnas, fo dis packet.
He started calling out names assignin partnas when he called mine and August's name. Ya got ta be fuckin kiddin meh. We both got up from out sits and grabbed da packet. He followed meh to ma seat, I sat down an he sat across from meh.
"Wazzam Denise."
I cut ma eye at him. "Not shit."
He tapped his pencil against da table, as I looked through da packet.
"You readay ta get ta work or what cause you wastin time bruh."
"Oh I'm wastin time?"
"Yeah ya are."
"Hmm I thank it's da other way around Denise."
"Ion give a fuck, work by ya self." I said starting to write but then felt my pencil being snatched from meh.
"What the fuck August?"
"You gon talk ta meh."
"No I'm not, you really need to give meh ma shut back."
"What's ya prolem?"
"Obviously ya"
"Me?"
"And wha I do?"
"August please."
"Nah, De tell meh what I did."
I sighed and scratched ma hair.
He reached fo na hand but I pulled back.
He nodded, and picked up his stuff and went back ta his seat.
I rolled my eyes, turning ta stop the tears from coming.ya see this shit ain't nothing but feelings😒
The last bell rang, I grabbed na stuff, and walked out da class.
"What's up de?" Benny came beside me.
"Hey."
"Wazzam-" I cut na eys at him and he noticed.
"Oh I see ya ain't in da mood." He was about ta walk away, but I grabbed him in time.
"B, I'm sorry, I just........ I just been in a fucked up state righ now."
"What's da problem?"
We started walking,m toward na locka.
"Me an August."
"elaborate, sis"
I sniffed, "I'm catching feeling bro, I......." I sniffed and dabbed ma eyes.
