I'm not gay
I'm not gay
I'm not gay
I've been repeating these three words to myself for the past 6 years, from when I first learned the word
But that's a lie
It's all a huge lie
I'm in love with someone
I'm in love with a boy
I never was attracted to women, but I forced myself to, I had girlfriends but never loved them
I'm in love with a boy that is perfect
Not perfect, but perfect for me
He's tall, he's lanky, he has the most amazing bed head hair I've ever seen
His smile could melt a heart and you could drown in his eyes
He's beautiful
And unfortunately,
He's my best friend.
What should I do?
-Submitted anonymously on 21/2/16
