Rain On Me

Chap.1|Falling Apart

Kodamas
It's been type hard not being with Sammy, I'm not even about to lie. I miss him like hell, but he hurt me. He lied to me, I know they was fucking. They had to be because why would she still be in love with him after like 2 years, unless he was giving her that dick?

See it doesn't make sense to me. I still haven't told Sam I am pregnant with his baby, I just don't want to look at him. But I have to tell him before I start to show.. It's been about a week and a half since I walked out of his house and I'm confused, are we broken up or not?

I didn't make that clear, I was hurt & I'm still hurting now. I can't BELIVE he would do me like that. I took bullets for him, and at the end of the day he shitted on me. For a wack ass bitch that wouldn't have took those bullets for him. It was around 7:00 at night when my phone started ringing, it was Khadi.

Me- HEY KHADI!

Khadi- Hey Koda. Wanna go to the clubbbb?

Me- Ugh, girl you know I'm pregnant. I ain't going to no damn club. That's ghetto.

Khadi- it's only ghetto if you make it ghetto. Well let's go to the strip club? Throw some Hunnids.

Me- aight. I'll go to the strip club. Imma pick you up around 8. I'm picking out an outfit now, I already took a shower. AND BE READY BITCH !

Khadi- Psh, bitch I'll be ready. Bye.

I hung up the phone and proceeded to the closet. Hmmm what to wear, what to wear? I picked out a Metallica shirt, some destroyed shorts, and some thigh high Chanel boots. Bitch I looked like RihRih.

I was satisfied with how I looked, I walked over to my vanity and did my makeup, nothing too serious. I put my hair in a messy Rihanna inspired ponytail and did a lil twerk twerk.

My phone started lighting up and it was Sammy, I declined it as usual. I was finally having a good night , I don't want it to be ruined. I miss him & every time I think about it I start to cry cause I fucking love him, I gave him my all, I'm pregnant with HIS child, and he couldn't even leave the thot bitch alone. I told him from the jump, all I need is for him to be loyal. Smh, couldn't even do that!

Enough about him. I grabbed a wad of money and put it in my purse. Shit imma be zooted tonight, on my boss lady type shit. I got in my g-wagon and proceeded to Khadi's momma house. Who knows when Khadi comes to town, soo when she here imma t'up with her of course, she's my bitch! Every since 02'

I pulled up in the driveway and I got out the car and opened the door. Ain't no knocking bihh . Khadi mom was in the chicken making shrimp scampi.

"Hey momma. Ooo, this looking good. Can you make me a plate to go? And where y'all pickles at?" I asked her. She looked at me like she was crazy.

"You pregnant! I know you pregnant, why you ain't tell me!" She said while flicking me in the forehead, damn tf. I got a pickle out the jar and started eating on it.

"Damn ma, my forehead already big. & how you know I'm pregnant. I bet it was Khadi big mouth ass. KHADI!!!" I yelled. Mama laughed and shook her head.

"Naw Khadi ain't tell me, who the baby daddy? That's the real question, you know I'm nosey as fuck." Mama said. I laughed at her, Khadi acts JUST LIKE HER.

"My boyfriend/ex boyfriend what ever you wanna call it, Sammy. We going through some things right now, and I'm trying not to stress. I'm not that far along so." I said while finishing up the pickle & popping a piece of gum in my mouth. No stank breath bihh.

"DONT BE YELLING MY NAME LIKE THAT, SHIT CAUSE ILL BEAT A BIT- hey momma, I thought you was at the store..?" Khadi crazy ass said. I bussed out laughing.

"Mhm hmm don't get your head knocked off your shoulders. But y'all gone head and have a good night, my man coming over anyway." Momma said.

"Ewwwwwwww!" Khadi & I said in unison. That's some nasty shit!

"Aight ma, we bout to go but don't do anything I wouldn't do." Khadi said. We proceeded to walk out & drive away. Night going good so far.

We pulled up to Sweets, and Sweets was always popping on Saturdays. The big ballers was here tonight I could tell by the Lambo's & Ferraris parked outside the club. Shit, WASSUP??

The valet parked our car and we made our way in Sweets. When I tell you ass was everywhere, ASS & TITTIES WAS EVERYWHERE. I felt gay asf, but I liked it lmfaoo!

The song Pass Dat was on and I was already in my boss bitch mood. I was throwing money at all these hoes, no joke I felt good aab. Nothing could spoil this night.

I looked over and Khadi was talking to some guy, I let her be. I was in the zone my nigga and some how I climbed on stage and started dancing and shaking my ass, all that! Shit, I was a stripper in my head.

Then I felt strong arms pulling me down. I was scrambling to get away from the person but I couldn't, I tried to see who it was but it was too dark in the club. The person pulled me outside. Fuck, it was Sammy....

Sammy
Me and my homeboys decided to go to Sweets tonight, we was bored as hell & ain't have no plans so why not? We got dressed and pulled up into the club.

It was fat asses every where my nigga, I mean I been to strip clubs before but Sweets has to be the best one, hands down.

Me and my nigga Kyro was chilling, throwing bands. This was the only time when I won't thinking about Koda.

"Ayeee, I might be high asf, but that bitch look just like yo girl Koda my nigga." I turned my head in the direction he was pointing & in fact it was Kodamas shaking her ass like she a fucking hoe or something, I was pissed!

"Ayo Kyro that is her!" I said while storming over there, her friend Khadi saw me and her eyes got wide as fuck. Fuck her. I grabbed Koda off that stage and basically dragged her ass outta Sweets.

"Sammy get the fuck off of me!" She said while yanking her body away from me. I was so pissed!

"You out here shaking yo fucking ass like that shit cute! I'm so mad I could just punch yo ass right now!" I yelled at her. She rolled her eyes.

"You liked it when I was shaking my ass for you right! You liked it when I did all that sexy shit for you right! You couldn't fucking take it when I was doing it for somebody else you bitch made ass nigga! Go find that bitch TamHOEryn, go yell at her!" She yelled back at me. I was livid with her, I wanted to smack her.

"Man shut up with that Tameryn shit! I don't fuck with her my nigga! Come on you going with me." I said while grabbing her arm, she was trying to get out of my grip but I won't having that.

"Sammy get the fuck off of me! Imma beat tf outta you!" She yelled while we went around back to my car. I opened the back door and put her in there.

I started kissing on her and she didn't want me to at first, but then she just gave in. I pulled her shorts down, blah blah blah. We fucked in my back seat.

I was driving her home & she started crying. I looked at her.

"Sammy I'm pregnant. With your baby."