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Part 1..

   I was in my friends list when he randomly said," Ur cute.."
His name was Dallas and we never chatted at all. And he was actually kind of cute, too.. So I said he was cute too. He didn't reply for a while so i apologized because i knew he had a girl friend already. He just said it was Ok. Then i started asking him about his life. He said he was emo. But he said he was a good kind of emo.

"You are a good kind.." I said.

"Yea i guess."

"So what happened to your mom, since your dad is such a douche?"

"Look.. She died."

There was another long pause, and i felt guilty for mentioning his mom..

"I'm sorry. For bringing her up.."

"Its ok. It only happened 13 years ago."

"Oh.. Well anything else you can tell me about your life?"

I lost a friend after I left for a while.. So I thought I could make Dallas like a Ozy.. Ozy was the one I could really open up to, and I missed Ozy a lot. So I hoped Dallas would turn into a new version of Ozy.. For me..

"I'm 15", he said.

"Not stuff like that. How abooout.. Your brother? Is he the big bro or lil bro?"

"He's 26."

"Oh gawd.", I say giggling a bit.

"Well I.. Um. I gotta go now."

"Aww. Mkay then. Bye, Dallas."

"Heh. Yea. Bye."

Part 2.

   It started raining outside. Then storming. Then there was a bunch of lightning. I pulled my blankie over my head.. I hated storms.. They were scary sometimes. I checked to see if Dallad was back on. He was.

"It's fucking raining here.."
He laughed after what I said. I fish slapped him.

"Um. Oooooooow." He said mad at me a bit.

"Aww.. Do you want someone to kiss your boo boo better??", I say jokingly towards him.

"No.."
Yet another pause.
"Maybe.."

"And who do you want to kiss it better?? Hmm."

"Y-You.. Maybe."

"Oh really?", I say getting close to him. He grins softly. Then I kiss him on the cheek. Then on his lips.. His lips and life reminded me of Ozy.. Which made just want to kiss him forever, but I pulled away slowly. He just gave me a sexy smirk. And I gave him a soft smile in return.

  A few hours later, my TVs signal was fucked up and getting glitchy. So I hid under my blanket again. Dallas and I started chatting again. Except in the middle of our chat he left to join a server. So I followed him. It was just him, me, and some other chic I didn't know. But Dallas and her seemed to know each other. 'Maybe they are friends' I thought. Just then another chic joined. Her name looked like Dallas's but with one different word. Dallas immediately went up to her.. She was his girlfriend. I made up an excuse to leave the server and I left immediately. Dallas didn't even come to check on me.. Was he even a friend to me?..

Part 3

   After I stopped being a sad bitch, I went back on our chat. And I told him he wasn't a good kind of emo. He was just like all the rest. And that I didn't really feel like talking to him anymore.

"Why? What the fuck did I do?"

"I regret even liking you.."

"Atsuki.. C'mon... What's wrong"

"I'm sorry. I just don't feel like me and you should even be friends."

"Is this about my girlfriend or something?? Are you jelly?"

"Is there a problem with me being jealous?"

"..."

"Well?? Look if you're just going to waste my ti--

"Atsuki, I love my girlfriend. And I do like you, too."

"Apparently not. You only care for your girl and thats it."

"Atsuki.."

"Bye Dallas."
Then I leave. My heart in pain. But I still didn't really care much about anything.. Or anyone. Especially Sinister. Dallas's girlfriend. She will die. I don't fucking care what happens to her or Dallas. I hope they both burn in Hell.

Part 4.

   After two days he found his phone again. He saw all my texts.

"Sowwy.." He said.

"You don't even know what you're fuckin apologizing for."

"Look why do you hate me so much."

"If you knew me, then you would know. But you barely even know me anymore."

"Whatever."

"I regret liking you. You never liked me anyways."

"I do like you, though."

"You already confessed that twice so apparently ya don't." Then I just immediately slap him, and left.