Frozen thoughts(Louis+Harry fanfic)

visiting Harry

hi guys sorry I didn't update this morning I was buisy helping my mum. but here's the next part hope you like it :) x

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When I opened the door the smell of anti-septic hit me in the face like a fresh fish.

My heart was beating in my chest,my palms suddenly became all clamy, my breathing was really heavy and uneaven and I felt my eyes fill up with tears as I walked towards Harry.

My mum was right. The sight of Harry was upsetting. It's strange to see him like this,just laying there all limp and almost lifeless.

He's in a blue and white  Hospital gown .His beautiful brown curls covering most of the bad cuts he has on his face.

I slowly walked over to the side of Harry's bed. I cautiouslysat in to the chair next to the bed. I  put my tiny hand in to his bear like hand.I kind of expected him to flinch or move a little but he didn't .

I sat back in the chair and just sat there in silence. The only sounds I can hear are the beeping of the machines, my heavy breathing and the laughter from Louis and my parents. 

As I sat there I started to study his beautiful features. I was waiting and hoping for him to open his eyes. I really wanted to see his emerald green orbs, and to see his perfect white teeth when he laughs and his little dimples in the corner of his mouth when he smiles. 

All of these were just thougts and hopes of what I wanted to happen. In reality he was still laying flat on his back with tubes going in to his nose from a machine, to help with his breathing.

I was almost in tears when I was looking at Harry  I noticed something on his forehead so I moved one of his perfect curls to reveal a big cut that needed stitches. At this sight I held his hand again and put my head on his chest and just cried.

After a few minutes I stopped and said  ''Harry, please don't leave me. My sister needs you, the fans need you, the boys need you, your parents need you but most of all I NEED YOU ! You've changed my life for the better so I wouldn't be a ble to see it without you being there. So please you HAVE  to wake up, I never got a chance to say goodbye'' after my little speech to him, wich I knew he couldn't hear ,I put my head back down and started to cry again.

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Yeah I Know it's not very good but I'm not very good at going in to detail about things but I tried my best for you guys ! xx

Bye ! xx