We met in the most unexpected way....
Til then we're like cats and dogs fighting over and over again with things we both are not in favor of..
I hated you the most
You felt the same way towards me...
Eventually I fell for you...
I don't know how, when or why, it just happened, you know, one day I woke up realizing I'm actually in love with you...
I kept my hopes high that someday you'll look at me, not as the person you hate the most but as the person you'll love the most, or even as a friend that would be fine with me as long as we're in good terms.
I wasn't devastated after all, because you actually did fall for me regardless of how barbarous I am towards you.
But when we expected things to be perfectly fine...
when we believed everything is on the right track...
that is when I happened to be ruined...
I didn't tell anyone especially you about it except for my family because if I did I might break down and be torn into pieces.
When you thought I'm happy with somebody else that is when I'm facing two battles at the same time..I just can't tell you about them....
You don't know how much pain I endured just to make you happy again, what kind of sufferings I'm going to take just to see you smile even if that means you're gonna be with someone else....and everytime I see you happy with her or them it feels like I am stabbed straight into my heart and kills me to death...
That's why I decided to leave, not because I let go of you, I'm still holding on, I don't care if my chances are as low as the dead sea..I just can't bear seeing you happy with someone else's hands and presence.
I might be gone....
But I just want you to know I was there all along....
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so this is my first ever fan-fic story and it feel like hell
kidding!....I hope you'll support this story of mine
enjoy reading it..even though it's just the prologue
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