I am literally a worthless monster that doesn't deserve happiness. I don't deserve love. I keep pushing away the people closest to me...soon she's gonna leave me for good...I just know it...and it breaks my heart...but it's all my fault. And it's a mistake I can never fix. I would do absolutely anything to go back in time...and make sure to make it better this time... but that can't happen... I never should have let go
