30 Day Challenge

Day 10

@ Someone you love.

Okay, I'm going to have to say Jacob I seriously love him so much even though sometimes he can annoy the fuck out of me like oml I'm not even joking, but he doesn't annoy me cause he annoying cause he ain't annoying (makes sense 10/10) he annoys me cause sometimes he will just say something so stupid and I'm just like ugh Jacob I wanna fly over and punch you in the face. ANYHOW even when he's saying some stupid shit I can't get enough of him :') I just need more and more of him, he is literally my whole world and he is so bloody beautiful to me, but he doesn't see it :( UGH I find him so attractive and he is always saying how ugly he is and I'm just like "nooooo shush pls baby you're beautiful". No matter how many times I tell him he aint gonna listen to me :( but he still my god hehehe I just need to be able to meet him irl so I can just cuddle him and annoy him HAHAH.

I don't even know how he deals with me sometimes like I'm the most difficult person on this planet D: I give him so much trouble and I don't even mean to like sorry baby but I'm a mess :') ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD he is always showing me his face and being all cute and stuff and I feel so bad because I never ever show my face :( I just can't, I'm way too camera shy and I'm always trying to but I never can and I know he gets upset about it and I feel so bad about it but I just can't do cameras and I try to send him as many selfies as I can. Tbh I don't even know why he loves me cause like all I do is get super jealous of anyone who talks to him and want to immediately kill them and then when he talks to other girls I give him so much attitude and I really shouldn't cause he's allowed to have friends but I can't help it.

I'M JUST REALLY NEEDY AND I NEED ALL HIS LOVE AND ATTENTION AND HE ISNT ALLOWED TO GIVE IT TO ANYONE ELSE CAUSE ITS ALL MINE :) also it sucks being half way across the world cause I'm unable to hold him or hug him or kiss him or do anything I want to and it sucks cause there is all these other girls at his school that he is friends with and they don't realise how amazing he is and how lucky they are just to be talking to him ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just wish I was with him all the time FML. ON TOP OF THAT I can be really, really bitchy as well, especially to his friends that are girls cause like fuck off he's mine don't even breathe the same air as him. Okay, this wasn't meant to be this long and my English skills are like 0 right now cause I'm half asleep trying to write this BUT YEAH BASICALLY I JUST REALLY LOVE JACOB AND I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM CAUSE HE HAS TO DEAL WITH ME HAHAH BUT YEAH HE MY EVERYTHING AND IF ANYONE EVEN THINKS OF TOUCHING HIM OR TALKING TO HIM I WILL CUT YOUR THROAT AND RIP OUT YOUR EYEBALLS <3.