Stay Alive

Never have I ever

Stiles
We arrive at the animal clinic and I lay her on the table. Her olive skin has turned pale. Paler than mine. Deaton listens to her not beating heart while scott and kira are hugging behind me, jeremy just sits on a chair crying and mason and liam just stand there without any words and tears rolling over their cheeks. "I'm sorry there is nothing i can do. She's dead. " deaton says breaking me out of my thoughts. "T- there must be something right? there has to be a way!" I say getting a little aggrasive.

"stiles calm down." Scott says laying his hand on my shoulder. I turn around and hug him. I lost her, I really lost her, this can't be happening. "I never said sorry" i hear jeremy sobbing behind me. We all walk towards him. " what for?" Kira asks. " after she told my dad about.. I got aggrasive. I started throwing stuff and i hurted her. I never said i was sorry" he says burrying his head in his arms.

"I never called her my bestfriend" kira says also starting to sob again. "She's my first real best friend and she didn't know"

" I never told her i liked her" liam says and I ammidiatly turn around. "I'm sorry stiles i should've told both of you" " it's okay" i say. Liam likeing my girlfriend is the least thing i have to worry about right now.

Then I realise something "I never said i loved her" I say turning around looking at malia's ice cold body. " i knew it, i knew it from the beginning but.. I never het the balls to say it!" i say throwing a jar from the table on the ground. I press my back against the wall and go down untill i'm sitting on the ground. I burry my head in my hands and start to whimper again. I let everything out untill kira and jeremy come sit next to me and do the same thing.

Scott, liam and mason also go sit on the ground and there we are. A pack of a true alpha, a kitsune, a beta with angry issues and two humans and were crying on the ground. All for malia.

I'm sorry this is so short but i'm so bizzy with school. 😭 this chapter made me cry again.
XoXo M