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[jonghyun & taehyung] advice...sort of

jonghyun [SHINee] is a gay college student and taehyung [BTS's V] is discovering his sexuality in high school. he could use some advice on the matter. (ft. jin [BTS] & me (a/n: yep you read that right...~ c;)).
{music: dejaboo~jonghyun (shinee)}
-I'm such trash for his voice tbh-
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Taehyung blew his hands and stomped the tiles a few times with his feet. he was very cold and very nervous.

he looked at the building number and street sign again, comparing it with the crumpled up piece of paper in his hand.

suddenly the door flung open and a girl with glasses and long bronde hair appeared. she smiled when she saw the nervous boy standing there.

"hi! please do come in, you must be taehyung" she stepped aside so he could pass but had trouble closing it again because of a large gust of wind.
He helped pushing it into the slots again and she smiled at him.

"ay thanks! shall i take you to the dorm? I'm nina by the way~"

"uh...okay~ I'm taehyung"

she just giggled and lead the way

Together they walked up the stairs and stopped when they arrived at a large red door with the number 365 on it.

She put a key in the door, swung it open and inhaled deeply...
"SEOKJIIIIIIIIIIIIINN" she suddenly yelled, making taehyung jump.

"JAGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII" a boy in a large pink sweater flew through the door and wrapped her up in a big hug, she jumped and wrapped her arms and legs around him.

"how are ya" "good" followed by a quick peck and he already put her down on the floor again. this took them about 0.1 second....~ (weirdos?)

"-and you must be taehyung" the boy smiled at taehyung and offered his hand to the boy who was still standing in the door opening.

"...hi" he said shyly

"i'll get jonghyun" he pecked the girl on her cheek one last time and hopped off, leaving her blushing and taehyung rubbing his arm awkwardly.

"I'm sorry if we made you feel awkward, we're going out now so we'll be out of your way" the girl said and he nodded

"thanks"

at that moment a tall guy came into the room, followed by the guy from earlier, what was his name again? seokjin?

"my pleasure" the girl smiled at taehyung and grabbed seokjin's hand.

"good luck" they said simultaneously and closed the door behind them.

"annyeonghaseyo, I'm Kim Jong-hyun"

"I'm Kim Taehyung" he bowed, and an awkward silence followed.

"uh...c'mon in....want a cup of tea or somethings?" jong-hyun said as they sat down on the couch.

"no thanks" taehyung mumbled

"so..."

"so...." he agreed softly

~silence~

the older boy sighed deeply and looked in his eyes.

"just ask what you came to do. it doesn't have to be awkward, y'know"

taehyung looked at his hands, blushed and mumbled something

"what was that?" jong-hyun smiled kindly

"but I'm not out yet" taehyung whispered

"but that doesn't matter, taehyung. you should really just accept yourself for who you are"

"but...."

"all my friends know and they don't care. seokjin knows, nina knows...it's not the end of the world, even in a friggen homophobic country like south-korea. I'm telling you right now, the people that are closest to you have to know it already on a certain level."

"how do you mean?" taehyung, who was listening breathlessly, asked

"well....those who matter won't care and those who care don't matter. it's true, dongsaeng"

taehyung sighed, "I'm just so nervous"

"ofcourse you are, and you have every right to be. i was shitting myself when i came out, it must have been the scariest thing i've ever done. and look at me now; my friends and family haven't kicked me out or stopped talking to me and my boyfriend and me are very happy"

"b-boyfriend?" taehyung whispered

jong-hyun nodded, "yes, i have a boyfriend"

"how"

taehyung covered his face with his hands and jong-hyun laughed. "I didn't mean...-" taehyung stuttered and the other patted his knee comfortingly. "i know what you meant, don't worry" he chuckled.

"well...i went to a bar..and i came in and we made eye contact and i knew it. really cheesy but there it is. i knew he was the one for me."

"which bar?"

jong-hyun chuckled and winked "a gay bar, my chingu"

"really?! those exist? i have never heard of that"

"really." the older smiled at his excitement, "i could take you to one some time if you want?"

"i'd love that" taehyung replied softly