Searching For Love

remember

It was the first day of my senior year I was tired AF because I stayed up all night .
I check the clock as I look it was 8:15
*bell ring*
The bell ring and I speed walked down the hall because I didn't wanna be late.

Going down the last hall way to chemisty a boy bumped into me causing my books to shuffle on to the floor normally I would go off but I looked up and gazed into his eyes.

He den said "my fault I'm sorry " he picked my big text books off the ground and he said " my name is quiton but call me Q" I nod and said "my name is cerenity but everyone call me Cece"

he ask if he could carry my books and in my mind I said " shit well be my pleasure " but I told him sure because they were heavy
den respond by saying " what class do you have ma " I look at

my schedule re loactiing were my first period was I den said " 291 chemistry ms lewis "

we walked down the hall way to the class we had the same class so we walked together when we reached 292 I was so tied I walked in and he play my books on the desk I said "thank you and not knowing he was gonna sit

next to me hot set down
The teacher began talk
Ms L :good morning my name is Mrs L I am your chemistry teach
*kids talking *

Ms L : * yells with all her might * I will not be disrespect in my own classroom y'all starting off on the wrong foot

She was pissed off you can tell by the way her face turned red like a tamatoe the lady was pissed off
I looks at quinto who was on his phone but ms L didn't say anything.

Ms L : okay kids today we will be working with a partner
Sure as she said that quinto looked at me then one dark boy came up and said your my partner quinto gave him that look like nigga she my partner.
Mrs L began to speak again on what assignment we would be working on

She passed out jelly beans , rulers, balance beans, marshmallow, crackers and feathers

She then respond by saying today you will be building a house you can design it in any fashion or form.

Class: nods
After that she gave use instructions and we began to work on the project.
Some kids began throwing jelly beans across the room when bam one jelly bean hit me I ignored it the first time but the second time another one flew and hit me head

I stranded up and went off.
" who tf throw this jelly been I said ?"

I took my purse off and they pointed at some girl I then

walked over to check her .
Me: why the fuck you throw this jelly bean

Jaylin: because you with my nigga bitch

Me: no you got it all twister bitch your nigga with me

Jaylin: you a ugly hoe

Me: if Im a ugly hoe why your nigga all on this ugly how

Qunito walked and he start talking shit to me saying check yourself I'm not all up on you
I looked at him saying whatever nigga fuck you he must got mad because he pushed me on the wall and grab me by my neck and whispers something in my ear before kissing my neck it felt so nasty
Flash back
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It was so dark he took me to his house . he told me he loved me that night and he would never hurt me I believed every word he said

I looked at him I was trimly nervously I being saying " do you love me dre like you say you do "

He began touching my thighs it wasn't what I wanted so I pushed him away.

  started out for the door I feel him pull my hair it was so painful he said " where you think you going "

he pulled me into the room and punched my in my face I can smell the fresh blood as it travel out my nose . feel the aching pain as my body start qwiver.

He then begin to lock the door I try to run he conner me up in the conner and began touching me in all the weridest places I beg him to stop " stop dre ! Stop dre please noooo nooo dre don't do this to me " I was screaming to the top of my lungs when he then put his hand over my mouth and began taking off my clothes I pushes him away but he forced all his muscles on me
I couldn't move I cryed in pain
Dre was my high school lover we known each other for 4 years .
He pen me on the bed and began to rape me I felt so nasty. I felt used , aburse , hurt , an over taken . he said " I'm the only one who would love you nobody love you your Moma don't love you your family hates you  he whispers in my ear"
I ranned away with him I gave him all of me and he rape me.
*Flashback over*
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I pushed him off me and tanned out the room crying I ranned down the long hallway to the bathroom and washed off his nasty kiss .
I tanned in the stall and slumped down I herd a voice call my name
" cerenity is that you "
I wiped my tears and shh thinking they would go away

I herd the foot steps as they grew closer and closer
And the voice grew louder and louder " cerenity! Is that you ".

I sight and said " yes ! Who are you and she said " its me shay bitch why you crying "
I got up and walked out and said I'm not crying .

She looked into my eyes and debated " yes tf you are why are you crying "

I told her everything from the part that he bumped into me till the part were he kiss my neck and the flash back

Qution POV
My name is quiton they call me Q  I'm a big time dope dealer enough about me
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I walked up an down the halls looking for Cece I wanted to apologize to her I ain't ment her hurt her then when someone hugs me from behind it was jaylin irritated ass I pushed her off me and told her get away I only wanted to fuck her .

She looked at me and said you just want they nasty how I respond by saying she ain't no hoe  you the hoe bitch and  I choked tf outta jaylin she began begging me to stop and I continued and then 30 mins I let go she was gasping for air I hate that hoe she tried to have a baby by me on the slick

Flash back
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It was 2 weeks ago and me and jaylin got together I didn't believe she was a hoe like my hommies said so I was digging that so I got with that 1 moth later
Jaylin: I'm pregnant
Me : we ain't do nothing
Jaylin : you my baby daddy I want all your money I want child support nigga you fucked up
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*Flash back
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