Would you Rather?

Chapter 17

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I woke up to the sun burning my eyes as usaul because every morning my mom comes into my room and opens the curtains. Actually let me correct that, she does it right after I fall asleep because she is never up early enough to do that in the morning. I cover my head up as soon as I notice the light and try to go back to sleep.

About 10 minutes later, I realize sleep isn't going to come to me at all this morning. I uncover my head to look.at my alarm claock and it is only 7:30. Great, I can't go back to sleep and I could get a wonderful hour of sleep before I have to go to school, oops I mean that hellhole. I lazily get out of bed and look in the mirror. I look pretty good today actually, besides my crazy hair. I decide to straighten it so I wont have a bad hair day.

I turn my TV onto VH1 and watch jump start which is just popular new music videos. I'm singing "Wanted" by Hunter Hayes went everything that has happened in the past couple of weeks just comes to me all at once. Beau is disgusting, I like Chance now every though I don't really know him, Truth or Dare in Language Arts class is bad to play especially with Beau, I just want to flat out kill Willie, why the fuck is giving my awkward stares in the hallway, why is Jay so fucking annoying... Wow. I was just a fucking innocent girl that was shy but those stupid skaters have completely turned my life upside down.

I'm suddenly lift from my thoughts when I feel something wet rolling down my cheek. I look in the mirror to find that apparently I was crying the whole time I was thinking about all of that. My eyes where red and puffy, and my whole face was wet. Why the fuck would I cry about any of this bullshit? This stuff is just getting to me now to the point where I don't want to go to school. This shit is not worth my time or energy. Why should I care what any of those say about me or anything? I just shake off all those thoughts and come back to reality.

I get myself together and put my makeup on and go over to the closet. I grab the usaul, some skinny jeans and a blouse then I think again. Today I decide to wear a t-shirt to cover my large bust because I am tired of all the skaters looking there, especially Willie and Beau. I walk into the kitchen when I notice it was already 8:10. I had stood in my bedroom for 40 minutes just thinking about all of that stuff. I didn't even straight my hair so I just put it in a messy ponytail over to the side of my head. I seriously don't give a fuck how I look today. I eat breakfast quickly knowing I have to be at school shortly. As I finish I yell for my mom. She is out of her room literally two seconds after I yell and heads out the front door and I follow close behind.

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Walking into Language Arts class makes me so anxious. I was one of the first ones in the class but Beau beat me to the room as always. I notice him look down at my well covered bust and I smirk at myself for wearing a T-shirt today. I am very pleased by his disappointed reaction as I giggle at my own thoughts. I sit down in my seat and watched everyone else make there way into class.

Class is over in what seems like 30 minutes. Class ends today with 18 minutes to ourselfs.

"So who is ready to play Truth or Dare?" Beau said from behind me and I can tell he is looking straight at me.

"Not me," I said quickly and quietly. I look out of the corner of my eyes to see Bailey and Roy just shrug in agreementsl to play. I turn around to watch them play the game and there all staring at me. But that the fucking usaul scene I turn around to almost everyday now.

"What the fuck are you looking at?" I said directly to Roy because he have a smirk and his face. He just shook his head as his smile grew wider.

"You want to join in the fun?" Beau asks.

"I'm not play," I said sternly.

"Unless you want Beau to grab your boobs after class then yes you are," Roy said with that disgusting grin on his face. I just gave him a disgusted look and thought about it for a minute. I know Beau wouldn't hesitate to do that if he got a chance. I did want to risk everyone in the class or hallways see him do that either. Fuck, I guess I'm going to have to play if I doing want to get embarrassed.

"Fuck.... Fine, I'll play," I said with my jaw clenched.