Fire Boy

Chapter 6

I am on the train. This train is not very crowded but I like this kind of silent atmosphere. While I'm on the train. I check what my mom put in my bag. There is 2 t-shirts a pair of jeans a jumper and toothbrush and toothpaste.(I really needed them I lost them a couple of days ago). Then there is this folded piece of paper with my name on it. I just stuff it at the bottom of the bag. Then there is an envelope I open the envelope and in there is some cash. Just looking at the cash seems like over 10,000 pounds. I quickly close it and I breath and then I look at it. My parent's house didn't seem to e racking on dough so I didn't really understand how they could give me so much money. I close the bag and I hold it tight. Then this Chris brown song came on but I wasn't in any mood for Chris Brown and I changed the song. I looked at my play list for something I felt like listening now. Then I see Superman by Eminem and a smile spreads on my face. I grab my charger and plug it to the train.

I look at the landscape and the train moving, Even though tonight I slept like a baby my eyelids are getting heavy and it seems harder to open then again every time I blink. Then I switch off my Mp4 and I fall asleep. I knew it was save to sleep mine was the last stop so it would not have been a problem.

When I wake up I could hear the buzz of people trying to leave the train. I stretch a bit and I yawn. I stand up and leave the train. When I leave the train the cold wind from the platform hits my face. Here it's NewCastle where Big K lives. Big K used to be one of my Aunt's dear friend. She would come and visit us and bring me lots of presents and just be really friendly. I don't really remember much of her but I know for sure that she is  kind of chubby. I remember we came to visit her once or twice and she would pick us up from the train station. Her house isn't that far. I silently hope that she hasn't changed address and that the area hasn't changed that much.

I remember really clearly that she lives near a park. The park where I would swing up and down the swings while I would look back at my two aunts talking on a bench. I go out of the station and I walk for a while. This place seems familiar but this days everything is familiar because I travelled so much. I see the park and then I see this girl reading on the grass. She is wearing this yellow floral dress and her brown hair is down like curtains. Her hair had a gentle yellow bow. She has pink thin lips and she is wearing really light make up. That second she looks up and she sees me looking at her and she quickly looks down at her book. Our eyes meeting. She seemed like one of those innocent girls which are too few in today's days. She seemed stumbled out of a vintage movie. Then images start swirling in my head.

Maybe one day I could be holding her hand and walk around the park. I could make her laugh and smile. One day I could be looking at a sunset while looking at her and tell her how beautiful she is and kiss her on her lips. I quickly shake those thoughts away. Those thoughts just make me feel like dirt . That I will never get someone like her and this is the best I can get. She is still looking trally hard at her book. Occasionally stealing glances at me seeing a smile breaking on her lips. but I quickly walk away. I removed the gaze and  I walk for a couple of houses searching for anything that will spark my memory. Then I see a house with a K on the door. Memories crash together and that K seems to spark up a memory.

I try to knock on it. This time I don't feel nervous. I am going to be polite.  When the person opened it I am suffocated by her hug. Her huge chest is are making my breathing a little bit hard.